Gustav Vang

decent coffee, please.

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@sarahntuned I can recommend adding Narcos and Narcos Mexico to that mix

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@SnootTeeny @ManyVids Hey, can you dm me please? I tried following you on OF but I couldn't access it

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Dating wise, it actually feels like such a relief knowing she's taken now. The tiny chance I may have had, is now eliminated and I can move on, still unhappy but whatever

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@GenesisBikesUK Well, hopefully it'll be an assortment of bikes and accessories that's possible to buy in EU.
And up to date frame & fork construction.
Don't get me wrong, after 5x different Genesis, I'm a fan but the CdF hasn't really improved since 2016

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@DanaWiden Frygter for den dag det bliver nødvendigt.
Hvad er årsagen for dig?

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What a fahking roller-coaster of emotions I've strapped myself onto.

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If it's positive, lol who am I kidding?!, I'll fall off the chair in surprise. Being a little winter depressed already, a positive answer might induce a mild shock on me.

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I know I'll have to excuse myself when distancing myself from being near or even in the same room as the person.
It'll be a denial of existence and forcing myself out of the room.

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I've been scribbling down many scenarios of a theoretical conversation. My heart is beating heavily and my mind is nervous.
If it's negative, I know I'll be going through a roller-coaster of bottling up my feelings and hateful thoughts towards myself.

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I wanted to celebrate my 30th birthday, inviting friends to an activity with food and drinks to follow. Ended up not, as I figured who I would've invited are not actually interested in me as person but in the free stuff if they even considered it.

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I want to run/disappear and start from scratch somewhere new in the hope that I'll be happier.
I can't loose much socially as I don't have much.

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... At some point you decrease the will to ask. Even to the point where you notice people react weirdly when you'd finally ask.
I actually don't like being alone. :/

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Feeling like I shouldn't ask for friends to be social with me (as in, hanging out, go out to eat or any other activity) as the answer very often is a no.

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@_lixnheart Where are you off to? :)

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Would like some positive social company. Please and thank you.
I'm ready for smiles and good times

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https://t.co/nEdT4qO2na

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I've turned my worklife around from evening shifts to office hours with very minimal gain in terms of social life. And I earn less now than I ever done the last 5years. Which do mean less room for adventure when alone.

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This is not about putting blame or the judging myself or others. But being realistic about how few joys there are to being alone in life.

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I prefer to be outgoing when possible and enjoy interaction because I know it will end sooner than later. Knowing that at the end of the day/week/month/year, I'll still be alone.

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You know, when your loneliness is your base and reaching out to people leads to disappointment. You stay at your base even more