I wanted to keep you but feel its likely you dont share my resolve, I guess it doesnt make a difference whether we can stand each other or not, you could call it courtesy that I tried to keep you here for this long I guess it doesnt fucking matter if we ever see each other or not
I never measured up to expectations, I've been told my problems aren’t as big as i make them. Here i stand with everything i am, here i stand with empty hands, a cluttered mind and a barren land. Is this all that i could ever be?
It feels like i’m running on bad luck
cause i can’t seem to get ahead of anything that’s important to me and I know that it’s a lack of motivation cause i’ve been shut down everytime that i play the game and knocked out everytime that i tried my way..