Even if I pass(which won't happen) I will never be seen as a woman fully and won't be allowed femininity simply because I am tall. And there's literally no solution to this. Literally nothing I do matters.
I think I'm traumatized, I feel so bad when someone says Mclovin cause I think they're talking about me. Ten years ago someone said I look like that guy and I felt so fucking bad and I still feel bad about this.