Gwen Winters

23 | new femboy content creator ♡

[Gwen Winters @Gwenancholy_]

Okay, I put it on, now delete the pictures! ♡
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#Femboy #femboyfriday #femboys #femboyfurry #femboytwt

[Gwen Winters @Gwenancholy_]

I hope I can be this for you guys ♡

[Hoarah Loux's top guy @HoarahsTopGuy]

When you find out an artist you like posts W goons for free on an alt.

[Pukicho @pukicho]

Reddit will ban you for saying a curse word and then show you an uncensored decaying corpse for no reason

[Gwen Winters @Gwenancholy_]

@pipislover1997 The problem is you will find yourself writing a character who isn't a villain.

[心灵书舫 | SoulSloop @SoulSloop99]

在屠宰场干了5年，告诉你一个秘密：动物今天要死，它们全都知道

我在屠宰场干了整整五年，每天跟猪牛羊打交道，见过的生死场面成千上万。说句掏心窝子的话，没入这行之前，我跟大伙儿一样，觉得牲口嘛，吃吃睡睡，稀里糊涂一辈子，哪懂什么生死。可五年下来，我摸透了它们每一个眼神、每一个动作，才发现自己当初多天真——这些不会说话的家伙，心里跟明镜似的，自己哪天走，清清楚楚。

平日里，待宰圈那叫一个热闹。猪拱猪、羊顶羊，抢食的打闹的，眼神清亮温顺，该吃吃该喝喝，天塌下来都不耽误长膘。可一到屠宰当天，那气氛说变就变，比翻书还快。整圈牲畜像商量好了似的，瞬间安静下来，挤成一团，紧紧挨着彼此，浑身抖得跟筛糠一样。那抖不是冻的，是打骨头缝里渗出来的恐惧。你赶它走，它四只脚死死扒着地，几百斤的大猪平时一轰就跑，那天愣是钉在原地往后缩，好像前面那条通道是鬼门关。老话讲“万物有灵”，我原先半信半疑，后来彻底信了。

牛的表现更让人心里发酸。但凡当天要走的牛，从早上起就不吃不喝，低着头杵在墙角，一动不动。我亲眼见过无数次，大颗大颗的泪珠子顺着牛眼角往下滚，湿漉漉的眼睛望着你，不挣不扎不吼叫，就那么默默流泪。有一回，一头养了好几年的老牛被主人牵来，主人站栏杆外看了一眼，那牛瞬间红了眼眶，直勾勾盯着主人，温顺又卑微，一步三回头地跟着我们走。那画面，我这辈子忘不掉。羊也一样，平时蹦蹦跳跳软软糯糯，临了却异常安静，紧紧偎着同伴发抖。赶别的羊成群往前冲，唯独那天，你推我挤谁都不肯带头，偶尔被单独牵出来的小羊，发出细细的凄厉叫声，不是闹腾，是真害怕。

时间一长，我们工人不用看单据不用记编号，单凭状态就能判断个八九不离十——活蹦乱跳的是来日方长，沉默发抖、不吃不喝、眼神惶恐的，全是今日宿命。你说它们听不懂人话、看不懂流程，怎么就掐得这么准？其实道理不复杂，流水线一开，前面的同伴一个个消失再没回来，后面的全看在眼里；环境里那股肃杀的气息、同类压抑的悲鸣，它们比人敏感百倍。俗话说“蝼蚁尚且贪生”，何况这些大牲口？它们沉默、发抖、流泪，不是傻，是无力回天的绝望。

五年下来，我这心态彻底翻了个个儿。刚入行那会儿年轻心硬，只当是谋生糊口的活儿，见多了也就麻木了。可干得越久，心越软，越觉得该存一份敬畏。走出屠宰场，我再也不糟蹋粮食，每一块肉背后都是一条热烈活过、恐惧过、挣扎过的命。它们从出生到落幕，没做错任何事，却坦然接受了既定的安排。反观咱们，衣食无忧平安顺遂，倒常常为鸡毛蒜皮纠结、为一点得失内耗，想想真有点滑稽。

所以你看，活着本身就是天大的福气。所有的矫情、焦虑、委屈，搁在生死面前，屁都不是。心存敬畏，懂得珍惜，善待万物，大概就是人这辈子最好的修行。说到这儿我倒想问问你——下次端起饭碗的时候，会不会也想起那些沉默发抖的生灵，然后觉得，眼前这口热乎饭，真香？

[Gwen Winters @Gwenancholy_]

I need to go vegan

[Gwen Winters @Gwenancholy_]

@haddiesneakers You never even played the killer and no one else did wither because he's bad this is the only time you've even mentioned him in the past 3 years he's been in the game.

[Gwen Winters @Gwenancholy_]

@haddiesneakers Death garden is a bad comparison, as death garden failed because the gameplay was to one sided. Sorry to break it to you but halloween did nothing to change the core gameplay of dbd.

[Gwen Winters @Gwenancholy_]

@GiFaalix Imagine thinking u can only enjoy dbd if it has licenses, ho ahead and keep eating ur sloppy piggy

[Gwen Winters @Gwenancholy_]

would you marry me if I was a femboy? ♡

[Gwen Winters @Gwenancholy_]

really need a lap to sit on ♡

[Gwen Winters @Gwenancholy_]

yo is that joji vlogs?

[rj! @RJcrusty]

they were like the wu-tang clan for white people

[SH @asr7c]

Konami and Capcom were on a different level in the early 2000s the games they were putting out were insane

[Gwen Winters @Gwenancholy_]

Can you even tell I'm still a boy at this point? ♡
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#femboyfriday #femboytwt #femboy #femboys #femboyfurry

[Gwen Winters @Gwenancholy_]

@Just_Dan1el Dbd only has licenses because it was good enough to stand on it's own.

[Gwen Winters @Gwenancholy_]

@HignightTr61734 Ur just bad at dbd that's why you think it's one sided

[Gwen Winters @Gwenancholy_]

@SOFTSIDEOGROOVE They add licenses to up their player rate for a short period of time and bring in revenue while the real audience continues playing.

[Gwen Winters @Gwenancholy_]

@SOFTSIDEOGROOVE If you play dbd for one license and that's why you started you are jot the target audience

[saheii 🇵🇸 🇧🇩 @saheii_]

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