Anorexia Athletica

I am obsessed with working out & being healthy, but I can't help but body check

[Anorexia Athletica @H0T_Mess]

@AmericasBelleXO I initially read this as …spend too much wine on. Oops. Works that way too

[Anorexia Athletica @H0T_Mess]

I hope my future daughter doesn't go through what I'm going through.

[babydoll @pleasekillmexo]

must lose weight. must be skinny.

[Anorexia Athletica @H0T_Mess]

I'm supposed to be getting my life together…

[Anorexia Athletica @H0T_Mess]

@southernxoxox take it to the apple store. It could be a swollen battery and they have to replace that for free because it's dangerous

[Anorexia Athletica @H0T_Mess]

"I really regret buying that lilly dress"
Said no one ever.

[Anorexia Athletica @H0T_Mess]

Wanna drink away the pain, but all the cals in alcohol 😫

[Anorexia Athletica @H0T_Mess]

I just don't know.

[Cross The Line @cr0sstheline]

Cross the line if you have no friends in real life.

[Anorexia Athletica @H0T_Mess]

Low key want to recover. High key want to be skinny.

[Anorexia Athletica @H0T_Mess]

I fucked up really badly today

[Anorexia Athletica @H0T_Mess]

Met a really nice guy who he wanted to take me out for lunch. I got so anxious and cancelled. The worst part is I'll never see him again.

[Anorexia Athletica @H0T_Mess]

Whatever it doesn't matter. I still had a great workout

[Anorexia Athletica @H0T_Mess]

@H0T_Mess It's literally a never ending cycle. I try recovery and I just end up with another ED. My life is a living hell.

[Anorexia Athletica @H0T_Mess]

So I beat anorexia nervosa… but according to the doc I've developed orthorexia and anorexia athletica 😅🔫

[Anorexia Athletica @H0T_Mess]

The feeling of dripping sweat after a kick ass work out>>>

[Anorexia Athletica @H0T_Mess]

Recovery feels like it's the worst thing thats ever happened to me, but according to doc "that's how it usually feels."

?????

[Anorexia Athletica @H0T_Mess]

I actually feel like a whale

[Anorexia Athletica @H0T_Mess]

I've been recovering for the past month and I feel fat. I've been exercising 3-4 hours a day and eating really clean, but I am still gaining

[Anorexia Athletica @H0T_Mess]

My goal isn't a boyfriend who will buy me stuff. My goal is to work my ass off to buy my own stuff.