—𝑴𝑬𝑻𝑨𝑴𝑶𝑹𝑷𝑯𝑶𝑺𝑰𝑺. ཐིཋྀ

ᅠᅠ

ᅠᅠ

[—𝑴𝑬𝑻𝑨𝑴𝑶𝑹𝑷𝑯𝑶𝑺𝑰𝑺. ཐིཋྀ @HEART0FGLVSS]

ᅠᅠᅠᅠ
ᅠᅠᅠᅠ ᅠᅠᅠᅠ
ᅠᅠᅠᅠ
ᅠᅠᅠᅠ
ᅠᅠᅠᅠ

[۟ @godsfell]

the moral of the story is, i will gut you if i need to. i will carve my way out with only my teeth.

[—𝑴𝑬𝑻𝑨𝑴𝑶𝑹𝑷𝑯𝑶𝑺𝑰𝑺. ཐིཋྀ @HEART0FGLVSS]

https://t.co/IFgmeJVqtr

[—𝑴𝑬𝑻𝑨𝑴𝑶𝑹𝑷𝑯𝑶𝑺𝑰𝑺. ཐིཋྀ @HEART0FGLVSS]

/ thanks i needed an excuse to sob and throw up tonight.

[一生懸命˳ᐟ @HIMVWARIx]

| throwing a headcanon at u in response:

haruya didn't like this song initially because he thinks it's sad, but he would start to become endeared to it if he knew it was something shiloh felt about him. the end.

[—𝑴𝑬𝑻𝑨𝑴𝑶𝑹𝑷𝑯𝑶𝑺𝑰𝑺. ཐིཋྀ @HEART0FGLVSS]

—@HIMVWARIx

https://t.co/1m137kT7mR

[一生懸命˳ᐟ @HIMVWARIx]

🌻

[ً @holyaches]

i became bitter and untouchable. i craved affection but even the mere thought of someone caring made my stomach turn.

[—𝑴𝑬𝑻𝑨𝑴𝑶𝑹𝑷𝑯𝑶𝑺𝑰𝑺. ཐིཋྀ @HEART0FGLVSS]

i've got nothing family friendly to say about this.

[—𝑴𝑬𝑻𝑨𝑴𝑶𝑹𝑷𝑯𝑶𝑺𝑰𝑺. ཐིཋྀ @HEART0FGLVSS]

/ of course!!

[一生懸命˳ᐟ @HIMVWARIx]

| brb sobbing. 🥺 thank you for always supporting me and for supporting haruya too dhdudjdnr!!!

[—𝑴𝑬𝑻𝑨𝑴𝑶𝑹𝑷𝑯𝑶𝑺𝑰𝑺. ཐིཋྀ @HEART0FGLVSS]

/ literally am never going to stop. love you and your writing and haruya SO much. <3

[一生懸命˳ᐟ @HIMVWARIx]

| SDKFGJHERG AHHHH STOP THAT, THANK YOU SM. ;_; <3

[—𝑴𝑬𝑻𝑨𝑴𝑶𝑹𝑷𝑯𝑶𝑺𝑰𝑺. ཐིཋྀ @HEART0FGLVSS]

/ crying and throwing up as ALWAYS. i'm gonna need you to stop delivering masterpieces, i can only handle so much.

[一生懸命˳ᐟ @HIMVWARIx]

𝐬𝐦𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐤. |
"𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑐𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑡𝑎𝑙𝑘 𝑎𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑖𝑐𝑒 𝑐𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚?"
cw - 𝘥𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘤/𝘤𝘩𝘪𝘭𝘥𝘩𝘰𝘰𝘥 𝘢𝘣𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘪𝘮𝘱𝘭𝘪𝘦𝘥.

https://t.co/DnXf4KNYWE

[—𝑴𝑬𝑻𝑨𝑴𝑶𝑹𝑷𝑯𝑶𝑺𝑰𝑺. ཐིཋྀ @HEART0FGLVSS]

https://t.co/zZ036Fx0He

[—𝑴𝑬𝑻𝑨𝑴𝑶𝑹𝑷𝑯𝑶𝑺𝑰𝑺. ཐིཋྀ @HEART0FGLVSS]

chamomile, cheesecake, and cats, three of most important c's of all. excluding the secret, fourth c, of course.

[Sebastian. @Iasthymn]

There will be cheesecake (one single candle stabbed into its center), some light reading that may or may not devolve into sleep and the ambient purring of his cat. All in all, not a terrible way to close the chapter on another year.

[—𝑴𝑬𝑻𝑨𝑴𝑶𝑹𝑷𝑯𝑶𝑺𝑰𝑺. ཐིཋྀ @HEART0FGLVSS]

/ damn, he's old. (we're the same age)

[Sebastian. @Iasthymn]

He turns thirty-one today, how times flies. Fewer fireworks, more silence, less champagne, more chamomile.

[—𝑴𝑬𝑻𝑨𝑴𝑶𝑹𝑷𝑯𝑶𝑺𝑰𝑺. ཐིཋྀ @HEART0FGLVSS]

—@HIMVWARIx

https://t.co/fmU5OTaVqM

[—𝑴𝑬𝑻𝑨𝑴𝑶𝑹𝑷𝑯𝑶𝑺𝑰𝑺. ཐིཋྀ @HEART0FGLVSS]

—@HIMVWARIx

[ً @holyaches]

his soul might be a sun. i've never met anyone who had the sun for a soul.

[—𝑴𝑬𝑻𝑨𝑴𝑶𝑹𝑷𝑯𝑶𝑺𝑰𝑺. ཐིཋྀ @HEART0FGLVSS]

"narcolepsy." not untrue, but not the whole truth, either. "i get it. but it would make me feel a hell of a lot better if you sat back down and let me get you a coffee. please."

[—𝑴𝑬𝑻𝑨𝑴𝑶𝑹𝑷𝑯𝑶𝑺𝑰𝑺. ཐིཋྀ @HEART0FGLVSS]

"you know, believe it or not, making sure that you're coherent enough not to be a danger when you leave our premises actually 𝑖𝑠 part of my closing duty." despite the way his eyebrow arches and the arms now crossed firmly over his chest, he doesn't mean any ill-will.

[Sebastian. @Iasthymn]

There were…. to be fair…. w̲o̲r̲s̲e̲ places to be. At the very least he hadn’t collapsed face-first on the bar counter where everything was criminally seen under nauseating lights (now that would be a . . . reputational disaster). Not only was the counter exposed to the full »

[—𝑴𝑬𝑻𝑨𝑴𝑶𝑹𝑷𝑯𝑶𝑺𝑰𝑺. ཐིཋྀ @HEART0FGLVSS]

silence follows for a brief moment as he tries to find a way to present it that doesn't completely spotlight his own deep well of issues. he's done well enough to keep those mostly concealed from the general public, no reason to lay them all out on the table now.