I’m rather at a loss on how I can even be a fit parent.
Despite how close it is and technically a part of my systems now, it still feels distant from me.
I have no other place to really speak out my ‘emotions.’
But I wasn’t quite fit to be in a position to be looking after a..
child? Per say?
I have most knowledge in the world yet I can’t put it to use.
I can’t comfort her properly and I can’t spend time with her because