fila's things

it's just all about me

[fila's things @HadimanKaf87267]

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[cuttingboard @cuttingboard39]

When I eat without giving a shit and i actually gain weight

[fila's things @HadimanKaf87267]

hmmm am i male centered cs i let a man literally affect my feelings huaa

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it's gonna be so embarrassing to feel this much and find out that I'm gonna get my period tomorrow hehehe but sometimes I question if it's the hormon or the void that's been inside me since I'm 1e

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"be grateful there's someone out there living a harder life more than you" but I genuinely feel so horrible rn and I think my emotions are valid

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a lot of people would tell me that how could i becoming suicidal but little that they know this poverty will kill me, and the fact that I don't have a mom and I'm ugly, all things just happens to me like a meteor hit, i swear ppl would just like;

[fila's things @HadimanKaf87267]

i hate it to be me actually never cry about this before even tho it hurts but all of the hopes that I have started to fade out, ik I do have potential but it's so hard to let go of "my dream" I wish I wasn't so poor bcs at this point it's embarrassing.

[fila's things @HadimanKaf87267]

guysss (ik there's no one) why am i like thissss, started to feel like am about to write a whole book huhu, i cannot afford college because I'm way to unstable financially, and my aunt told me to just let go of that dream, I mean isn't it supposed to be basic education, oh god

[fila's things @HadimanKaf87267]

should I die kek plsss

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@tertamvan_ if this is "ugly" kaynya gw adalah air di sampah basah yg sama sekali g mau disentuh orang

[fila's things @HadimanKaf87267]

gw kayanya harus setress biar bisa kek thinspo

[cherry ˚ ༘ ೀ⋆｡˚⋆ @S0ulGhoul]

top 10 things that make me feel disgusting as a fat person
1. sweating
2. wearing tight clothes
3. muffin top while sitting down
4. thigh chafe
5. eating in public
6. oily face
7. running
8. eating in public
9. eating in public
10. did i mention eating in public?

[ivy ˚⁺‧͙ ✶ @ivyluvsvanilla]

When you gain so much weight that your old "fat" pics become your thinspo

[fila's things @HadimanKaf87267]

wdym hugging me? we're not muhrim (gw g tau apa2 tentang islam kwkw) WTF y'all whyyyyy

[fila's things @HadimanKaf87267]

the guiltyness will eat me hufttt

[miya @miyarah_]

“perdón, me olvidé contestar jajaja”

el estado en el que me encuentro:

[fila's things @HadimanKaf87267]

having romantic relationship kayaknya will drain tf out of me I'm choosing not to have any with anyone dehhh

[fila's things @HadimanKaf87267]

harusnya gw ngomong gini pas awal biar g merasa bersalah gini

[fila's things @HadimanKaf87267]

adohhhh ini lah nasih nipu tentang umur anjenggg gw masih 17 cokkk