Is there anything more painful than having your heart quit on you when you feel your brain shutting down… can’t help but feel like you are pulling away and I’ve got nothing left to keep you… I meant it when I said I’ll always be in your corner… just go find your happiness
Can’t help but feel like I’m drowning as my world becomes to much to handle… I’m just tired of trying to hold it together… lord know I’ve pretended for to long… just know that whatever happens next isn’t your fault… I’m sorry I’m strong enough or worthy…
Just because I’m not screaming at you threating to hurt myself doesn’t mean I’m worth less of your time especially when I pay for your company services…
So much for equal opportunity and supports…
Tim: hey just following up on my request for assistance with x and my request to discuss y and z
Person 2: but why do you want help… you never asked us for help…
This place is so fucked I dunno why I bother trying
Person 1:
Oh Tim to make it easier for you we recommend you pay for support services
Tim: ok, here take my money
Person 2: thanks for signing up we are happy to support you
Tim: hey can I get some help with x I also want to meet with someone to discuss y and z
I don’t know why I keep doing this to myself… am I a glutton for punishment or just plan stupid… I told myself from the start that you deserve the best and knew it wasn’t me but feeling you pull away and hopefully move on to better things doesn’t make it hurt any less
Thanks to Disney plus having espn packaged I can finally start watching ice hockey… who wants to teach the Aussie… need to pick a team to follow #nhl#Beginner
It’s reached the point where each time my phone goes off these days I’m more than likely getting told that someone has passed away and I fucking hate it…