In my early twenties, I used to proudly tell guys, "I mostly hang out with men because girls are too much drama." I genuinely thought it was a compliment to myself. It took me years to realize that "girl drama" was usually just women holding people accountable for bad behavior, while "guy chillness" was often just men ignoring awful behavior to keep the peace. Internalized misogyny tricks you into hating your own gender just so you can win a trophy from the very group devaluing you.