he is most likely going to see this before he blocks me, if not then thats okay, but
if you havent, then please let me help you, i havent stopped thinking of you, i just want you to be okay, i just want you to be happy, even if its without me, i just want to help.
even though im happy with the man of my dreams, you were still the best friend i could have ever had, and still are, you were fantastic and i took advantage of your kindness and shat all over your friends because i never chose to understand them
he is most likely going to see this before he blocks me, if not then thats okay, but
if you havent, then please let me help you, i havent stopped thinking of you, i just want you to be okay, i just want you to be happy, even if its without me, i just want to help.
i want to make that summer trip a reality after your piece of shit family took your money and didnt pay you back, i want the little dude j to be happy to, he meant a lot to me, as did you, i loved you, and i still do to this day