self posessed ghost

I’m not so much poetry as I am pretty words. I love you. please, (don’t) forget me.

[self posessed ghost @Hanansick]

leaving = logging out

[self posessed ghost @Hanansick]

i’m going to be leaving this account. i haven’t really been active for years. i don’t need it anymore.

thank you for listening to me cry!

[not mushu @notmushu]

Please just say you do

[self posessed ghost @Hanansick]

i hope you miss me the way i miss you.
don’t tell me. i don’t want to know.
it would only hurt my feelings.

[self posessed ghost @Hanansick]

i tried to carve a home into my bones for you, but an empty house is not a home. i miss you. you made me feel like i was almost whole.

[self posessed ghost @Hanansick]

i can feel myself rotting from the inside out.

[self posessed ghost @Hanansick]

it feels like i was taped on like an art project, and now im getting ripped off of the pages

[self posessed ghost @Hanansick]

don’t be scared to go too far with me. more is never enough, so don’t be afraid. i want to see your insides.

[self posessed ghost @Hanansick]

The pit in my stomach is who I used to be and how I used to feel. I can feel her tearing through me from the inside out.

[self posessed ghost @Hanansick]

where will i go now that you don’t need my heart?

[self posessed ghost @Hanansick]

i’m feeling very empty tonight.
you filled the void in me, and now that you’re gone i have nothingness left. i don’t know who i am when i can’t love you.

[self posessed ghost @Hanansick]

your heart was my home and now i’m just homesick

[self posessed ghost @Hanansick]

tonight my chest aches in the spot you used to rest your head. i’d curl my fingers into your hair and kiss the top of your head. i remember the scent of your shampoo and i swear i can almost feel your embrace.

[halsey @halsey]

I love you I love you I love you I want to tell you everything.

[self posessed ghost @Hanansick]

you can try to unlove me, but you can’t pick out the pieces of your soul that we’re stitched from parts of mine.
you can never take away the parts of yourself i gave to you.
nor i you.

[self posessed ghost @Hanansick]

winter is coming.
the snow will fall soon, and i will only be able to think of you.
the white crystalline blanket coats the ground the same way your soft skin draped over mine.
i look up to the sky on a cold snowy night and see the dark blue space above.
i wish you were with me.

[self posessed ghost @Hanansick]

oh, past tense, i see you

[self posessed ghost @Hanansick]

when you stopped feeling like that. i cant believe this happened i’m so sick over it. i know i said i was fine but i lied and i know i’m not your responsibility but i feel like you should know that. i am so angry and sad that you could do this to me. how could you?

[self posessed ghost @Hanansick]

i miss you. i’m so sorry the good things about me weren’t enough to make you want to stay

[self posessed ghost @Hanansick]

i’m so sorry that you felt obligation to me instead of love. i may be sick mentally, but i have never felt anything but love for you and to think that you stopped feeling that for me hurts. it hurts me so bad because i meant it every time i said i loved you and now i don’t know