Should I had risked it all? Maybe not. Maybe it didn't end up the way i wanted it to be because IT WAS JUST NOT MEANT TO BE. I will never have to chase what wants to stay with me.
We lack PASSION. We are always too scared of the reaction so we play it safe by saying only half of what we feel or give half the effort. Then if we get half of what we expected, we get hurt.
Im starting to think that the universe's goal is to make us sad every once in awhile to remind us that simple things should be treasured because we, humans, always take things for granted.
I feel so passionate about life rn. I remembered why I do what I do. I need to spread the HUNGER--- to achieve whatever you wanna achieve. Because honestly, anything is possible. Your only competition is your OWN MIND because you set your own limits. Be fucking unstoppable.
Keep going 'til you get what you want. Doors may close, you may feel like you're not good enough, but you gotta continue. Just give everything you CAN even if you feel like you CAN'T anymore. It's in those moments that you'll realize you can go beyond your limits.
I thank the higher power for giving me this strength that even if i went through some of the worst shits of my life in just a year, some i didnt even expect would happen to me EVER, IM STILL HERE, BREATHING, AND FIGHTING.
It's really important to surround yourself with people who understand that life isn't perfect, you're gonna fuck up at some point, but you gotta get up.