One month ago, that meet and greet happened.
With everything that's happening now, I can't help but go back to those videos where I saw Audray genuinely happy. Like really really happy.
She looked so comfortable being around those people. Just being her bubbly self, playing with Siopao, interacting with her dad, laughing, being playful during lives, and simply enjoying the moment. She didn't seem to be holding back. She was just being Audray, and you could see how happy she was.
And maybe that's why this hurts so much. I guess it's hard to accept that the same moments that once made us smile are now the ones that make our hearts ache.
Imagine extending yourself beyond what is expected because you genuinely value someone. Imagine making extra efforts, showing up, giving your time, and making someone feel that they have a home in you, only to be left questioning everything afterward.
How do you reconcile those beautiful memories with what is happening now? How do you watch those videos without feeling your heart sink?
Maybe that's why people are having such a hard time letting this go. It's not simply about what happened. It's about seeing someone who appeared so happy, so comfortable, and so willing to give her heart to a friendship.
And honestly, our girl deserved the same sincerity, consideration, and genuine care that she was willing to give.
That's what makes this heartbreaking.
Kung pwede ko lang ipahiram sa'yo ang mga mata ko, I would let you see how important and special you are. Kung alam mo lang kung gaano ka namin pinapahalagahan, you would never doubt your worth. We will always stand up for you and defend you against those who keep hurting you.
Not stepping away from CD; just taking a pause and letting everything fall into place. There is always room for change and a chance to reflect on everything that YOU and WE did. Don't waste it—take the chance and prove yourselves.
Always loving you, Chog & Deng.
Sometimes you don’t need proof or explanations—you just know when something feels right. Only the two of you truly know what you have. If you’re meant to be together, love and protect each other, no matter what.