Courtni💕

RIP daddy 9/24/58-6/17/17💙😇 @elliottgrattan 💙

[Courtni💕 @HartCourtni]

Today my lord called my amazing daddy home, I'm so blessed with the daddy I had you will forever be in my heart 💕

[Courtni💕 @HartCourtni]

Y’all ever randomly think about things you went through and you’re like did that actually happen? Like we were eating dinner and I told me mom remember when blah blah blah did that and she goes yeah that is like a crazy lifetime movie 😂 and I’m like wtf 😅😅😂😂

[Arabian 🦄🫧 @iamarabiannn]

If you’re ever venting to me and I start talking about my own situation I promise I’m just trynna show you I can relate but I hate that I do that because it seems like I’m making it about myself, when I just want you to see I understand and why I understand 😭

[Jay @Wavymafia]

If you love them, pray for them regardless of how things are going between y’all.

[Courtni💕 @HartCourtni]

Always trust your gut!

[Courtni💕 @HartCourtni]

@stefidelmar You are meant to be here 💜

[Courtni💕 @HartCourtni]

@momtallyill Hi babe, you don’t know me. But i know you are meant to be here! I couldn’t imagine how broken your heart is but please don’t give up ❤️

[𝙋𝙖𝙢𝙢𝙮 ✨️ @_Pammy_DS_]

Be so fucking proud of yourself for passing the hardest moments alone while everybody believed you were fine.

[Courtni💕 @HartCourtni]

You pay attention to the people who check on you on your hard days and who doesn’t

[books 📖 @bookpoets]

you can pick yourself up again

[Courtni💕 @HartCourtni]

Nobody can prepare you for this stuff it’s just not fair 💔

[Courtni💕 @HartCourtni]

I was going to take Payton to the cemetery to visit her grandpa for the first time and i talked myself out of it because “it was getting late in the day” but really i don’t think my heart is ready for that!

[Courtni💕 @HartCourtni]

I have handled my dads death pretty well in my eyes but I’m not handling having a baby and him not be here well! I’m struggling and I’m trying to remind myself it’s okay to not be okay! These are the life events I knew one day i would have to live without him but damn it’s hard😭

[Courtni💕 @HartCourtni]

You know what’s sucks? Cancer! It’s not fair that my baby girl has to meet her grandpa at a grave! My heart has been hurting so bad! I miss my dad and I wish he could hug my baby💔🩵

[books 📖 @bookpoets]

thank you

[Courtni💕 @HartCourtni]

It’s 3am and I’m just sitting here looking at my baby girl thanking god for her! I genuinely thought I wouldn’t be able to have kids and if I did we would need help and god said you’re deserving of being a mother so here is your blessing 🩷

[𝐉𝐄𝐍𝐍 🤍 @jennicoleee_]

Heavy on the " Thank you God " & not just for materialistic things but for always making a way for me and for always counting me in even when others counted me out ✨
God always comes through for ME 🤍

[Courtni💕 @HartCourtni]

My mama heart is so anxious today 🥹😭 being strong for your baby can be hard some days!

[Courtni💕 @HartCourtni]

Payton girl and I are up for our morning feed watching the coronation! Feel it was right since she is Scottish!

[Courtni💕 @HartCourtni]

If you want to be civil with someone who genuinely hurt me…no thank you!

[Courtni💕 @HartCourtni]

Loyalty is so important to me wether you’re my friend or family!