Hey everyone... I'd like to express my feelings, if that's okay. I really did not expect such a massive amount of attention and kind words from you after I let you know about my youtube demonetization. It's been honestly hard for me to process all of that, between my own negative thoughts of believing I was a failure, and your wave of positivity proving me wrong...
Many of you asked if I have a Patreon to support my channel, I do, but I feel uncomfortable mentioning it, because in my mind, I always made videos for free, therefore, they should stay free. I think that hesitation also comes from a negative belief I've held for years, that my work isn't good enough for monetary support. It pains me to admit that, but it’s the truth. As a result, I relied on ad revenue so that I wouldn't have to ask for anything... But despite that, my patreon started getting support nonetheless. I'm honestly speechless... On one hand, I feel guilty and undeserving, but on the other hand, I feel incredibly grateful.
I just want to say... Thank you. This support means everything to me, especially right now. Each of you is making a difference.