@MossGuardianRPA We'll see someday, time will tell before I make up my mind, and if it's complicated, since mind is what makes any stay in a place completely painful, Think and rest, in order to find the final answer.
I opened my heart to the English community through the Destiny, Halo, Mass Effect, and other communities, but I simply found an emptiness that just can't be filled. The only person who will truly care about you is yourself, I met good people and bad people, it was a good ride.
@MossGuardianRPA Honestly, thank you for your response. At least you're one of the few people who actually cares about other people's mental health, and that's kind. I'll take your advice; I suppose a very long time will make me to rethink a little on this things.
Realizing that even if you talk to people, they will never talk to you first if you don't, the friendship is dead, I think I will return to the Spanish community.
I've tried to have friendly relationships with some people outside of RP; some are good friends now, others... I don't know what we are, like the problem from a while ago, I tried to find a friend but the door closed on the other side, not mine. I spoke, and ended up blocked.
Trying to explain why you're worried about a stranger not responding is quite difficult; you're looking for friendship, you ask yourself if you did something wrong.
Man, I'm gonna close RP's and DM's, finally done, and just like 6 chats responds, so, I'm gonna do RP's only with people that already has an RP with me and no one else, some people work and play but they also try to respond to RP's, seeing my interactions get ignored is just sad.