It's not for Lake of Tears yet, bc I'm rereading it AGAIN atm. But it's for my (long) oneshot 'Say Yes To The Dress'. I wrote as much as I used to in 1 session and am not ready to stop yet. I hope this helps me find back a flow and routine to gradually revisit Lake!
Oof.. this year has been not smooth-sailing. I tried but wasn't really able to get much work done on Lake of Tears but I'm still trying hard to get back to it, mentally mapping things out etc.
Good news tho! Today for the first time I started writing again! (1/2)
I just wonder.. if I should stick to here or try to start using my account on the other blue app, for if I start posting chapters. Idk where the writing/reading community is at anymore. 🥲 Where do ppl from AO3 go to follow authors nowadays?
Finally read through my written CH of Lake of Tears, so hopefully by the end of this come week, I can sit down to try and continue writing again! It's been 6 yrs. I' so close to the end, I just want to see it through now life is calming down! 🥺
@thekooface 🥺💜!!! I'm so glad to see you !!
When I tell you I'm going THROUGH it while editing it. So many feels. It makes me want to share it so badly in hope others might love it too.. ;3;
I'm going to really, really try HARD to finish it this year. I just hope my brain allows it. 🤞
It's been a while. Not sure who still linger here but I thought, since it's the start of a new year, let me share that I've started revising Lake of Tears in the hope to pick it back up. So if you're still waiting for it, pls make sure to subscribe my AO3 account for updates!
Fingers crossed that by the time I finish my revision work, I can find back the flow and focus to get the last 10 or so chapters done.
No idea who still anticipate it, but I'm determined to get this fic written to the end.
2024 & 2025 were hectic, losing my mum & having to fight for financial security + housing. Thankfully - All is well now.
2026 will be the year I'm allowed to finally grieve. I'm hoping to reconnect with the things that once brought me joy.
Maybe, I can finally finish my fic!
@HereForTannies I know this is a while ago, but when some steps feel too large, try see if you can make them smaller. <3 Maybe a text instead of a call a next time?
I get the feeling tho, it's just a lot sometimes. 😔
@azerothelf Depends on the day tbh. Maar merk dat als ik EMDR heb gehad, ik heel zwaar emotioneel ben. Maar dat traject stopt deze week. Verder zie je m'n stories wel voorbij komen, volgens mij xD
@HereForTannies Can understand. :3 Some things also just take some getting used to. Had a friend today say a color nailpolish didn't look good on her but I feel it's more she didn't feel it was HER rather than that it looked bad ON her. Same with make-up, no doubt. Just keep trying! <3
Life is chaos still😦 I have no answers yet about if I can remain in my birthhome & if I'll still get to keep my social benefits. My battery is pretty much empty these days. On top I still have EMDR so it's been pretty rough, everything combined. I'm managing tho..😰 Day by day..
@HereForTannies And then I also find pages saying Lettuce and Cabbage can work just fine together so idk anymore. XD Hope this googling I did helps a bit for you.