Hazel

I don’t need you to know who I am, I just want you to understand my story, and just maybe in that I’ll learn to understand myself

[Hazel @Hazel12709363]

I hate my life rn

[Hazel @Hazel12709363]

You ever wonder why the universe tests you the way that she does? Why do I need to be with someone like this? What am I learning from this?

[Hazel @Hazel12709363]

Hey Logan I fucking hate you

[Hazel @Hazel12709363]

I want my story told. I want to tell it right. This relationship im in is for a home. I can’t afford one on my own.

[Hazel @Hazel12709363]

The second I think we have a break through I realize everything
1. YOU DONT RESPECT ME
2. You have No communication skills
3. You are selfish and immature
4. I am way to smart to be with you

[Hazel @Hazel12709363]

I hate you . I FUCKING HATE YOU

[Hazel @Hazel12709363]

Liquor. She is the venom in my blood on a thundous night. She opens the lock to the door I keep shut. It’s my hidden space. My safe place. She’s untamed, and she snuck out last night and told you everything I feel. I don’t think I can hold on till December

[Hazel @Hazel12709363]

The time as been good to us, I suppose that it normally works that way: Time. But I don’t love you. I know in my heart you aren’t the one. I don’t think I’ll ever leave you tho, I’m to comfortable.

[Hazel @Hazel12709363]

I feel like I’m drowning in my own blood

[Hazel @Hazel12709363]

You took a piece of me today I’ll never revive

[Hazel @Hazel12709363]

I guess I smoke to much or maybe not enough either way it’s like I might just depend on a drug rather than some pharmaceutical thug

[Hazel @Hazel12709363]

I wanted to be more poetic attempt to make sense to why this is so hectic and yet I seem to find myself wondering why I even try cause at the end of the day I know what is find might just make me cry

[Hazel @Hazel12709363]

The fact that I have to stay with you to survive kills me. Your a fucking child meanstrram douche bag selfish fuck. I hate you. I officially hate you. And it’s going to make this all so much harder but I HATE YOU

[Hazel @Hazel12709363]

I fucking can’t anymore

[Hazel @Hazel12709363]

Why do think it’ll be different like you’ll care more this time. You are self absorbed to the max

[Hazel @Hazel12709363]

Oh boy a 50 hour week. Like I’m a girl in a wood shop. What the hell right? I should be in the office or soemthing. But down and dirty with the boys. Idk I’m adjusting horray adjustment disorders

[Hazel @Hazel12709363]

I don’t need sleep. I much rather lay in bed all day and let the depression sink my body further into the mattress. But I’m restless, this bed isn’t a safe haven anymore, not with you in it: i want to be strong for you. But fighting within myself I become weak.

[Hazel @Hazel12709363]

I don’t want us anymore.

[Hazel @Hazel12709363]

You always got something to say. Always bitching about fucking someone. Put your phone down and go the fuck outside. You say this world is chaos when there is tranquility outside our door step #stfu

[Hazel @Hazel12709363]

@maggie_swaggie_ Stfu