Mi-ae

Cringe by default

[Mi-ae @HeadOvah]

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[Mi-ae @HeadOvah]

Till now i just kept on telling my self "i should be happy I graduated" . But I can't seem to do that. I just can't do it. I am not happy about the ceremony, i am not happy with my self. But I know I should. I am jealous of how happy everyone else around me. Chares

[Mi-ae @HeadOvah]

I should be realy grateful that someone proudly chose me, despite everything ✨🥰

[Mi-ae @HeadOvah]

"bahalag di gwapa basta brayt"
Me brain: ayaw tawun pakaulawi ang self 😭

[Mi-ae @HeadOvah]

By showing it outwardly

[Mi-ae @HeadOvah]

When u too self aware about your feelngs that. U cant really act on it kay kabalo ka u just being oa, u just jealous and its not nice of me to feel and even worse, to act on it?like deep down inside you know how much bad you are as a person and u just dont want to make it worse

[Mi-ae @HeadOvah]

Shshshshshshs been a while since im here.

[Mi-ae @HeadOvah]

My insecurities be on my notification again, reminding me im not special in any sense therefore i should double the effort

[Mi-ae @HeadOvah]

One thing that i realized as well was, the best, if not my only quality is my availability. Hmm yeah.

[Mi-ae @HeadOvah]

There has to be a valid reason why im still feeling sad. There has to be

[Mi-ae @HeadOvah]

And to think the root cause is just something immature, man it makes self love even harder and self loathing as natural like breathing

[Mi-ae @HeadOvah]

I just hate how i cant handle negative emotions very well. I just get full blown dysfunctional and insufferable

[Mi-ae @HeadOvah]

Envy makes me uglier AHAHAHAHAHA
I know, and I'm incapable to stop it at the moment

[Mi-ae @HeadOvah]

Imma treat twitter like my note pad. HAHAHAHAHAHAH i know some people be seein this but i could just delete these anyway

[Mi-ae @HeadOvah]

Me too stoopid

[Mi-ae @HeadOvah]

Yeah i cant handle emotions.

[Mi-ae @HeadOvah]

I cant solve stuffs. Eh what's new?

[Mi-ae @HeadOvah]

Why am i like diz

[Mi-ae @HeadOvah]

I don't trust cswd comfort rooms. Might as well take a day off tomorrow. Im feeling utterly useless and unproductive right now. Im wasting people's accomodating efforts, i practically did nothing