Life of Balance

LGBTQ+ 🏳️‍🌈 // always striving to live a life that is healthy for my mind, body, spirit, and soul - and here to inspire you guys to do the same!

[Life of Balance @HealthAddict101]

The constant battle between being politically involved so I’m not a bystander to americas sure downfall & the urge to delete all social media and avoid news outlets every time the US gets rowdy because ✨mental health✨

[Life of Balance @HealthAddict101]

Today feels like a better day than any day in the last 3 weeks.

[Action for Happiness @actionhappiness]

Hold on to hope 🌈 Just because you’re struggling doesn’t mean you’re failing

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[Life of Balance @HealthAddict101]

Tomorrow I get the privilege of aborting a baby that I wanted and purposely created but that would likely kill me if I kept. I thank gods that this is something I was able to just barely still do. And scared that it may be too dangerous for me to attempt to start a family again.

[Life of Balance @HealthAddict101]

Also found out today I have to have an abortion (I already miscarried, this isn’t news, but the miscarriage is incomplete) thank god I can finally take the pill. I have been bleeding for 2 months straight. I’m so over this. I’m having a hard time still wanting to be a mom lol

[Action for Happiness @actionhappiness]

Meaningful May - Day 25: Ask someone else what matters most to them and why https://t.co/QObG6cjVZu #MeaningfulMay

[Life of Balance @HealthAddict101]

I also chopped a few inches off my hair yesterday. I only cut my hair when I need change. It’s a symbol of rebirth and I usually only do it at my birthday and New Years but fuck this phase of life man ✂️

[Life of Balance @HealthAddict101]

Booked a camping vaca for wifey and me this weekend. No reception, free yoga/meditation/breath work classes, caves, lakes, pools, nature, stargazing.. imma come back a new woman

[Life of Balance @HealthAddict101]

Brown rice, grilled veggies, vegan beef crumbles, nuts, and Worcestershire sauce is so healthy and still sooo yummy. Worcestershire makes everything tastier.

[Arndrea Waters King @ArndreaKing]

Today primary elections take place in several states, including Georgia. State level elections are just as crucial to protecting democracy as federal elections. Make sure to educate yourself on the candidates and cast a vote so your voice can be heard. #gapol #primarytuesday

[Life of Balance @HealthAddict101]

Allllll of this

[Wiley Nickel 🇺🇸 @WileyNickel]

Hi Twitter 👋 I’m Wiley Nickel. I’m the Democrat running in North Carolina’s most competitive congressional district against a “100% Pro Trump”, Madison Cawthorn-endorsed candidate: Bo Hines.

I have 5k followers.
My opponent has 53,000

Can you follow and RT to help me catch up?

[Life of Balance @HealthAddict101]

Mmm vegan egg rolls and peanut maple dipping sauce 😋 all homemade

[Life of Balance @HealthAddict101]

Not to mention the constant pain of an ectopic pregnancy & miscarriage, the 6+ weeks of bleeding now, & the hella fluctuating hormones coincided w the country trying to take reproductive rights away which will make it dangerous for me to try again and complicate IVF if I need it

[Life of Balance @HealthAddict101]

I can only speak for myself, but when depression hits, I allow myself to spend more time in bed and less time under the weight of responsibilities, but once depression is on its way out and I want to get back to productivity and routine, I’m so used to wallowing I can’t stop

[Life of Balance @HealthAddict101]

It might be more about me just still actually being depressed but no longer finding the timeline acceptable lol it scares me too because this trigger wasn’t the worst thing ever. Makes me think about how bad it’d be if I lost a human and not just a couple of fetuses

[Life of Balance @HealthAddict101]

But having two ectopic pregnancies right after my grandmas death and my grandpas stroke and catching covid in between.. it’s just a real face-to-face with mortality. Bad things happen in our bodies that we can’t control. Can I have kids? Idk. All I know is it’s out of my control.

[Life of Balance @HealthAddict101]

And to be clear, I’m not even sad about the miscarriages. We want a baby, but I’m not mourning the unborn and I didn’t have an attachment to each particular baby I lost. They were 6 weeks. Just a clump of cells.

[Life of Balance @HealthAddict101]

Ok napped through lunch again but tonight after work I’ll have a thc mocktail, shower, do the laundry, do the dishes, and cook dinner with wifey. No TV or bed until bedtime!

[Life of Balance @HealthAddict101]

Wow it’s lunch time and I’m pretty sure I’m gonna nap and not get anything done. So much for my non depressive dreams lol I do think I’m on the mend though and hopefully my energy level will catch up soon