It’s crazy how i rest n sleep holding my phone or laying on my phone, just incase she decides to call me… which she doesn’t but I never want to miss it incase she does… 😔
Even tho I miss this girl with my whole heart… I can’t stop doing what I’m doing… I have goals I have to hit, so being in a funk n depressed isn’t an option this time… snapping out of it, nomore drinking till I sleep.. I made my bed.. I have to sleep in it.. love her but gone
I understand why people have habits n form addictions, i literally drank my way to sleep.. it makes sense.. i only got 3 hours n change but I get.. its the numb feeling n making pass right out
I swear I understand.. but I can’t keep hurting her.. so I vow not too nomore! fcuk it I know everything I want in life and k want her to be a part of it all n be one of the things I want in life! I’m going for it!! I love jo
Her telling me “I love u” with my full government made me sleep better!! Which is crazy too me.. went from an hour of sleep to 2.5 hours… na I’m deadass in love.. I know what’s right n wrong n I know some of my actions are dumb up in the air etc, but nomore! I swear I get it!!