Ich war gerade eben im Nagelstudio und habe jetzt wieder schöne Nails.
Was triggert dich mehr die neuen Nägel oder das schnipsen? 🤭
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Disobedient dogs get punished for everyone to see.
But you’re a good boy, right? Good boys DM Mommy and @ViolenttXViolet and beg with their wallets open to buy the full clip.
Short story:
I had an orgasm; he didn't 🤭, but he dripped so much precum I might count it as one.
Long Story:
I have a two-part journal this time. First, what happened with my own chastity belt, and then about the current session.
I could not hold it anymore. During my last post, I was still belted, but I am not anymore 😅 My plan was to film it, but sometimes things happen spontaneously, and I just got completely overwhelmed by the horniness and frustration that I just couldn’t be bothered to set anything up. In short, things got hot; I grabbed him and rode his face until I came, like three minutes later. 🥵 Now, when it’s over, the documentarist in me is a little saddened that I wasn’t more restrained and didn’t get it, which means, I guess, I will have to repeat it. Which is something I am already kinda looking forward to, because while it was hard, it got the intensity I live for. And I am starting to realize that when I am feeling safe, maybe it matters less what side I am on. Which is kinda in line with the porn I am watching myself. As long as it’s intense, I am probably into it. I do wonder if it’s just a preference, or if I am somehow insensitive… I guess there are two ways to go about it. Slow down and learn to feel the subtleties, or ramp things up to make the sex keep up with my increasing needs. Funny thing is, that chastity play can somehow manage both at the same time. And I love it. 😈😍
Anyway, I am starting to see what Luke means by “one orgasm not being enough” after a long denial. I mean, I wasn’t denied the way he is, but still, my underwear was constantly wet; I couldn’t think of anything else but sex, and I was so easily aroused that I couldn’t watch an ice cream ad, because there were tongues. 😂 So, fuck me, I was completely unproductive, but I was having fun. Even though it was hard, it was, in a way, liberating and relaxing; my brain wasn’t able to do anything else but think of perversion. So I kinda gave up, and didn’t try to make it. 🤭 I was just horny and enjoying it. At least until the point where I couldn’t take it anymore, or better to say, the horny took over, and Luke was the closest sextoy I had at hand. But I think it could’ve been prevented if I'd had a belt that could’ve been worn closer to 24/7. 😏
And now to Luke.
I was still pretty horny, but way more composed than before. So, after watching him strain and nearly burst out of his cage a few hours prior, I’ve wanted to tease him the same way he teased me, before I lost it. Except I am still more experienced in this, so I was set on not making him fail the same way I did. You know, we have to look after each other. 😈 And yes, I fully expect this return as a boomerang soon enough. Haha. I don’t know what’s wrong with me, but the idea that everything I do to him can happen to me as well is strangely arousing. It’s a layer of added thrill I didn’t know I wanted. But it’s amusing to think that while I tease him and deny him, and make his legs shiver at the cusp of orgasm, he might be taking notes on what he’ll do to me when I give him the chance. 🤭
But as I was jerking him and taking him closer to the edge, knowing well that I’ll do what I can to not cross that edge, I felt I was getting horny again myself. Not unusual. Teasing him was always my thing. I love to watch the mixture of pleasure and desperation when his world shrinks to just me, my hands, and his dick, and nothing else matters for the moment. Only waves of pleasure and arousal building up, until the point where I say it’s enough and put all of that excitement under cage.🥵 But this time it was slightly different. I wasn’t aroused just by teasing him; I was getting horny at the same time, by having his dick in my hand. I know it seems obvious, but to me, it wasn’t. As you can guess, my sexuality is all kind of fucked up, and I am still trying to make sense of it. But as I was still winding down from my own denial, I saw his dick in a way more attractive and delicious light. I kinda wanted it. I got wet by the idea of making him cum … or rather, by imagining being made to make him cum. The conflicting feelings made me chuckle. If I didn’t have an orgasm a while before, I guess it would’ve been Luke who would’ve cum. But the erotic meanness still felt sexier, and I wanted him to be horny with me… so, too bad 🤭😈. But I think he doesn’t regret anything, even though he’s currently dripping in his cage. Besides, he can take much more than me, so I think it’s fair to give him “more” … and I mean less lol. 😂
Guten Morgen findom. 💸
Ich hab bis jetzt noch keine Kaffee Sendung erhalten. Wer will das ändern?
Ihr wollt ja auch, das eure Goddess gut in den Tag kommt oder? 🤭 Also antreten und nützlich machen!
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