(MIA) 𝐝𝐢𝐫𝐭𝐲 𝐫𝐚𝐭 🖤

ᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠ𝐈 𝐡𝐨𝐩𝐞 𝐈 𝐥𝐢𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐚 '𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝 𝐰𝐢𝐟𝐞.'

[(MIA) 𝐝𝐢𝐫𝐭𝐲 𝐫𝐚𝐭 🖤 @HellsLowlife]

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[(MIA) 𝐝𝐢𝐫𝐭𝐲 𝐫𝐚𝐭 🖤 @HellsLowlife]

➳I love y'all so much but I hate Elon and my American government so it made it easy for me to quit this app lol

my discord is critikalcringe, I finally caved a while back.

Much care loves, I'll never forget y'all. Hopefully I can come back some day. 🖤

[(MIA) 𝐝𝐢𝐫𝐭𝐲 𝐫𝐚𝐭 🖤 @HellsLowlife]

➳srry I've been dead, jst not feeling it and focusing on other stuff. hope you're all doing well though, happy holidays and whatnot.✨

[(MIA) 𝐝𝐢𝐫𝐭𝐲 𝐫𝐚𝐭 🖤 @HellsLowlife]

➳I'll probably redo my pinned and upload his info as I go along, I really want to write but I'm taking so long to write this sht

[(MIA) 𝐝𝐢𝐫𝐭𝐲 𝐫𝐚𝐭 🖤 @HellsLowlife]

Putting locks on your garbage cans is anti-demon, you insensitive worms! :(

It is in his specific instance, anyways-

[(MIA) 𝐝𝐢𝐫𝐭𝐲 𝐫𝐚𝐭 🖤 @HellsLowlife]

➳With how long all this is I'm just gonna have to cave and learn how to make a caard 😶

I haven't even touched on how he ended up married-

[(MIA) 𝐝𝐢𝐫𝐭𝐲 𝐫𝐚𝐭 🖤 @HellsLowlife]

➳I'm 9 pages in and I'm thinking abt how most people aren't gonna read this anyways 😭😭😭

I'm barely wrapping up his backstory-

[(MIA) 𝐝𝐢𝐫𝐭𝐲 𝐫𝐚𝐭 🖤 @HellsLowlife]

➳I often said that Toshi was based off an oc I made in middle school haphazardly, and I never had to make a new backstory for him cause he was relatively the same

The first draft of him is so different now that I got writer's block just at his main crime LMAO

[(MIA) 𝐝𝐢𝐫𝐭𝐲 𝐫𝐚𝐭 🖤 @HellsLowlife]

➳Writing how I want to portray him is taking so long and I feel like I'm giving him real 'woe is me' energy 😭

It's hard to write "he's sad for being a mistake cause of his human blood also he likes eating cheese and trash but back to the sadness" LOL I hope it's not dramatic💔

[(MIA) 𝐝𝐢𝐫𝐭𝐲 𝐫𝐚𝐭 🖤 @HellsLowlife]

➳And since it was middle school he was based off a character in a book + undertale + steven universe (i think?) + sonic I'm pretty sure.

Maybe I'll do a tldr of what his first concept was so it's easier to see how much he changed LOL, but he was technically 2 dudes at once

[(MIA) 𝐝𝐢𝐫𝐭𝐲 𝐫𝐚𝐭 🖤 @HellsLowlife]

➳I often said that Toshi was based off an oc I made in middle school haphazardly, and I never had to make a new backstory for him cause he was relatively the same

The first draft of him is so different now that I got writer's block just at his main crime LMAO

[(MIA) 𝐝𝐢𝐫𝐭𝐲 𝐫𝐚𝐭 🖤 @HellsLowlife]

@Txyir ➳LMAO even my notes app like lol gay demon

[(MIA) 𝐝𝐢𝐫𝐭𝐲 𝐫𝐚𝐭 🖤 @HellsLowlife]

➳What if his core values are eating his boyfriend and loving his kid 😤

[(MIA) 𝐝𝐢𝐫𝐭𝐲 𝐫𝐚𝐭 🖤 @HellsLowlife]

➳My determination to properly write a sad manwhore has caused me to actually to research and take notes on character writing 😩

I'm really hoping he'll be extra tasty, my main holdback is repeating stuff cause I'm afraid being too "book-like" or dramatic will be cringe 😭

[(MIA) 𝐝𝐢𝐫𝐭𝐲 𝐫𝐚𝐭 🖤 @HellsLowlife]

➳Imma be real with y'all, I can't bring myself into the headspace for my past interactions.😭 So much has changed and I want to rewrite Toshi to maybe fix my muse. I wanna give him a bigger purpose and make his struggles mean more, and I'll probably have to start fresh somehow💧

[(MIA) 𝐝𝐢𝐫𝐭𝐲 𝐫𝐚𝐭 🖤 @HellsLowlife]

@TULlPSxx ➳Not necessarily 🤲🏻 Just means the way he behaves and what he wants is going to be better established. I've felt like I've become repetitive and dull, I want to develop his flaws and his insecurities more along with his unique abilities.

He shall remain silly though 😌🖤

[(MIA) 𝐝𝐢𝐫𝐭𝐲 𝐫𝐚𝐭 🖤 @HellsLowlife]

➳Imma be real with y'all, I can't bring myself into the headspace for my past interactions.😭 So much has changed and I want to rewrite Toshi to maybe fix my muse. I wanna give him a bigger purpose and make his struggles mean more, and I'll probably have to start fresh somehow💧

[(MIA) 𝐝𝐢𝐫𝐭𝐲 𝐫𝐚𝐭 🖤 @HellsLowlife]

➳Bro just 'what size is ur coochie, I'll get you some pads 👍🏻' LOL

[(MIA) 𝐝𝐢𝐫𝐭𝐲 𝐫𝐚𝐭 🖤 @HellsLowlife]

➳spiraling but I still got to be gay while I can lmao-

[(MIA) 𝐝𝐢𝐫𝐭𝐲 𝐫𝐚𝐭 🖤 @HellsLowlife]

➳I am NOT okay, we are fucked and my life is on the line now.

Millions of people have to live in constant fear now. I can't believe more of the world is hateful than compassionate and I hate this stupid ass site Elon owns now and his stupid ass jump emote. We are fucking doomed

[(MIA) 𝐝𝐢𝐫𝐭𝐲 𝐫𝐚𝐭 🖤 @HellsLowlife]

➳I'm still alive, just got no drive to write stuff 😩 I really want to but I got nothing hahdjjdk

[(MIA) 𝐝𝐢𝐫𝐭𝐲 𝐫𝐚𝐭 🖤 @HellsLowlife]

➳fuck. 💢

[(MIA) 𝐝𝐢𝐫𝐭𝐲 𝐫𝐚𝐭 🖤 @HellsLowlife]

➳Gradually sending replies until I'm probably called into work 💧

[(MIA) 𝐝𝐢𝐫𝐭𝐲 𝐫𝐚𝐭 🖤 @HellsLowlife]

➳Gradually sending replies until I'm probably called into work 💧