Watching porn with big dicks is fun because I can’t even imagine what that might feel like. It’s like trying to imagine what it feels like to have a tail or four arms. The heads of their dicks are so far away from their body it’s insane
I wanna get kicked in the balls so badly but Im broke as fuck rn and talking to women is scarier than being beat by them so like it’s not gonna happen. But ima think about it every day for sure.
Some people in chastity get releases, and get to see and touch beautiful women, but the most pathetic failures don’t even get second looks from women and will be alone and self-locked forever. I am in the second group
Having literally zero friends keeps sucking and I never get used to it. I can’t wait for college to start back up so I can at least be around anyone again instead of just spiraling in my room every single day
Permanent self-locked chastity is actually the least pathetic thing I can do. It would be so much more offensive if I acted like I’d ever have a chance at being with a woman.
Literally the biggest reason I wish I could’ve gotten a job this summer was to buy a girls pee. I can’t stop thinking about drinking it. It might be the closest I can realistically imagine getting to sex with a woman
An ex of mine sent me a foot pic years ago while we were still dating. We never had sex and I was never even allowed to touch their bare feet. Those feet are still the wallpaper on my phone reminding me how pathetic I am every day