Suddenly all of the memories of happy teenage me come flashing. It's just not sinking in. I was content with knowing they're happy with their solo lives thinking they have plenty of years to someday reunite.
Liam Payne, you were a lifeline for teenage me. You'll be remembered.
Growing up sucks. I mean, why do I have to go to my doctor's appointment alone? Why do I have to make my own doctor's appointment?! Am still scared of needles. Am just a baby .
It sucks.
He tries so hard to love me.
I forgot to tell him I hate music boxes for I fear they'd play on their own at night.
But he got me one with a huge smile.
The smile was the gift.
He thought of me.
That makes me so damn happy.
You weren't good at taking care of me. There are way better men who have come and gone. Still, the biggest question in my head is why are you the only one who made me feel alive and made me see the colors in love? I miss them butterflies but I don't want you back.