.

penyayang, belas kasih. for King, and country.

[. @HeyItsAidy]

I set myself on fire to keep you warm, and you left without ever noticing the ashes.

[. @HeyItsAidy]

kita seperti kepingan kepingan silam,
berkuping dalam dendam dan radang.

[. @HeyItsAidy]

My silent depression, killing me slowly.

[. @HeyItsAidy]

I am what was left after the dying was done.

[. @HeyItsAidy]

The war ended, but the battlefield is inside me, and the dead still speak.

[. @HeyItsAidy]

There was a time when my laughter was real, when my dreams were bright, when my heart was whole. But I don’t know where that version of me went, and I fear she’s never coming back.

[. @HeyItsAidy]

I stitched my mouth shut because every time I open it, grief spills out and drowns the room.

[. @HeyItsAidy]

I’ve mastered the art of being alive while slowly vanishing, smile stitched in place, soul missing beneath.

[. @HeyItsAidy]

Somewhere between holding others and hiding pain, I misplaced myself, and no one’s come looking.

[. @HeyItsAidy]

I didn’t survive. I just didn’t die. There’s a difference, one breathes, the other begs to stop.

[. @HeyItsAidy]

There’s a version of me still screaming from the day I gave up, I think she died when I smiled and no one asked if it was real.

[. @HeyItsAidy]

I am the pause between heartbeats, too quiet for the living, too loud for the dead.

[. @HeyItsAidy]

A feather fell from the dusk, carried by whispers only trees could trust.
The sky wore a bruise of fading gold,
and time held its breath, just once,
as if the world forgot to spin and I, for a moment, belonged to nothing
but the hush between two heartbeats.

[. @HeyItsAidy]

mari bertukar peranan:

kamu yang menunggu dan
aku pula yang tidak kembali.

[. @HeyItsAidy]

Aku ada hati. Tapi hati aku dah terlalu banyak luka.

[. @HeyItsAidy]

Tenang lagi penting dari perhatian.

[. @HeyItsAidy]

You broke me silently, so I left quietly.

[. @HeyItsAidy]

I shape myself into everything they might need,
erase the parts that feel too loud, too heavy, too much,
and still, I watch them choose people who never had to beg to be noticed.

[. @HeyItsAidy]

I wake up every day with a weight in my chest and still choose to stand, not because it’s easy, but because I don’t know how to give up without shattering.

[. @HeyItsAidy]

Hidup ni jangan asyik sabar,
asyik mengalah.

Sekali-sekala, mengamuklah.