I don’t want a soft life because I’m lazy. I want a soft life because I’ve spent most of my life in survival mode. my nervous system has been in fight or flight since childhood and now I’m choosing peace and stability.
I don’t know who’s more stupid. The people that drag me, or myself for sticking around like the dumbass that I am. Loyalty means nothing. ABSOLUTELY NOTHING.
Why is that you can be painted as a piece shit to others by someone closest to you, yet there they are relying on you to do everything for them at the same time?
I always feel so fucking stupid afterwards.I’m always the damn sponge that gets thrown away after I’ve soaked up all your emotional baggage/problems.I’m here for you, but don’t throw your deuces up when you’re done venting.I’m not a temporary fix for you.
Don’t fucking ask when we’re going to hang out and then stay silent when I give my availability.Already had one flake on me 2 weeks ago.I’m not gonna ask you what happened or follow up.I don’t like going out, but I make the effort to do so because I’m here thinking we’re friends.
Just shows me that you just curious of what I’m doing and don’t want to actually reconnect.Don’t be that person.This is why I never liked opening up to https://t.co/jGY5SWh4rS I am still thinking that your intentions are genuine when they’re not. 🤦🏻♀️