Jessie

EDTWT, triggering. she/her pronouns.16 years old. 5'7, cw 109 ibs. ugw 86 ibs. still fat af, not pro just pretty much all my thoughts go here, good luck

[Jessie @Hi51309275]

I mostly recovered then I went back but not fully and I'm losing weight and still eating every day sometimes twice, it's incredible, just took a break from my ed and now it's back on and more affective hell yeah

[Jessie @Hi51309275]

No absolutely not, I have the biggest crush on a guy in my friend group and have for months and I finally told one of my friends and now it's real and ik he doesn't like me like that and this sucks, maybe if I tell him I'll get over it but it would be so awkward

[Jessie @Hi51309275]

Happy Easter daddy! I love and miss you ❤

I can't text my actual dad cause shit happened but I wish I could and I miss him so here's this for yall ig? do not make this sexual or I will cry, it's to my bio dad

[Jessie @Hi51309275]

Smoking weed helps curve my purging urges. I don't wanna waste the high and I don't feel full or bloated anymore

[Jessie @Hi51309275]

"Yeah I'm okay, just tired, long day" while literally holding back tears

[Jessie @Hi51309275]

@starvingmars Thank you!

[Jessie @Hi51309275]

Guess who's 17 now, and crying alone in their room, today sucks

[Jessie @Hi51309275]

And my bf is too busy to call me on my birthday and my best friend is too busy to hang out but apparently my dad decided to call me on my birthday, this is the worst fucking day

[Jessie @Hi51309275]

Is it logical to commit suicide because I don't wanna go to math: no
Do I consider it: yes

[Jessie @Hi51309275]

I always told him I'm hard to love so if he left I wouldn't be mad or blame him but he reassured me that wouldn't happen so I put my guard down a bit and we see where that fucking goes

[Jessie @Hi51309275]

I need to stop heightening my voice and being overly polite

[Jessie @Hi51309275]

My best friend knows me too well, everytime I'm sad she knows wtf

[Jessie @Hi51309275]

Drank so much water I threw up ❤ I do this everytime I'm stressed and it's still cold coming up, it's so weird

[Jessie @Hi51309275]

I just realized a year ago I fucking tolerated grown ass men sexualizing my body checks wtf that's disgusting, my disorder is not your underage pornhub wtf

[Jessie @Hi51309275]

I get so stressed and overwhelmed when a lot of people from Florida call me because I'm always scared they're gonna be with my dad

[Jessie @Hi51309275]

The fact that I've started explaining to men they don't actually like me instead of lying and rejecting them. I've explained to 5 men they don't really have feelings for me

[Jessie @Hi51309275]

I miss having a dad, I wanna cry, ik it wasn't healthy and I'm happy hes gone but I loved him so much why could he even love me a little

[Jessie @Hi51309275]

I keep having to explain to people feelings for me are temporary, not real emotions just phases and I hate it but I'm tired of people loving me then leaving

[Jessie @Hi51309275]

If anyone at my school asks me out febuary 14th I'm saying yes idc, same if anyone ever asks me out with a vape

[Jessie @Hi51309275]

I need to learn, he likes smart girls that care about school, I needed more motivation to learn, I'm failing math