//I was diagnosed with this horrible condition where I need to collect as much silver and Celeste Yuri as humanly possible. if anyone wants to help out this poor dying woman and tell me where I can find it, it would be appreciated ๐
//Played a game as Holliday in like forever, I can't decide if it was horrible or good because I was getting kills, but god I missed EVERY lasso.
I couldn't hit the broadside of Abrams fat ass.
// I think I've learned..that Twitter isn't the place for me. its just another app I have to monitor, and it was only for a few select people. which just makes me feel bad when I forget it exists and ghost them accidentally..
oh also hi again, random person seeing this.
// such is the woe of being me, I'm back! I think
for now, maybe. not like I have someone to return too but well there is always trying again, assuming I can stay consistent..
just..one more deadlock match first...
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I took every drug under the bus that I had and finally fell asleep
and then woke up to the pain again.
oh my God. im THIS close to ripping the bastard out myself..
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what is, perhaps, the most efficient way to just actually knock myself out perhaps? short of just asking someone to do it.
I am in genuine fucking agony because of this toothache
nothing helps
im on the verge of actually just crying.
it won't let me sleep
it woke me up
// Dude my fucking Internet is actually crying. it's so inconsistent rn. WHYYYY.
I gotta be somewhere else just to get some decent fucking wifi. my god..
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also I just gotta say, every time I do a profile, I immediately stumble across another account that just does everything I'm doing but better.
without fail... I think I'm spiraling back down again, I need a drink.
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I hate being a night owl, it just leads to me being lonely for most of the night.
I can't even play games, augh. I think I'll just rot in bed and eat pizza. that seems like a great way to spend the rest of my morning..
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This shitty app and my shitty internet isn't cooperating with me rn. Goddammit. I just wanted to browse but NoOOO, nothing wants to load and I'm left in the dark.
slow Internet is the 8th circle of hell.
@LYCUMSCURSE Just a suggestion, I heard it helps. keeps your hands busy.
I'll be sure to drop by, at least try and clean up just a little bit. I wanna sit without worrying about what I'm sitting on..
@LYCUMSCURSE Learn to knit! or find something in your life worth hunting and chasing down for the sake of revenge...works for me.
though she desires company? well..I suppose I'll just have to offer myself up then.
@southernmcss You don't know anything, so how about you be a good wolfy and just go back to drinking in your hidey hole..
Fine, but you are wearing the collar the entire time.
@southernmcss I'm working towards a goal. you are aimlessly drifting towards oblivion. I have a purpose, is yours just to be the world's biggest alcoholic?!
Though, I can't exactly say I have any real leads.
@southernmcss So being hungover the next morning is well worth more than giving me a few little woofs and rents covered for the next month?
do you even TRY to improve your life?!