I went from playing video games every day and being obsessed with views on TikTok and getting somewhere on the internet , getting millions of views per month , finally getting what I wanted and I just dropped it all, man I feel stupid
Slept for 2 hours again last night.
Don’t feel tired.
Don’t feel exhausted.
The only emotion I feel is guilt.
I should be playing League 24/7
The only thing stopping me from streaming rn is that I’d die of heart failure and get banned on Twitch for it
THIS BODY IS A PRISON.