Depression & self-love are 2 sides of the same coin - the modern individuated subject. Both are self-indulgent narcissistic maladies. And there is nothing radical about self indulgence. Love, which requires negation of the self for the sake of the other, is violent but radical.
To the #1 lady in my life, The one who gave me my life, and my Lightskinned twin, Happy Birthday to my beautiful Mother Tangie Powell-Smart !!!!! I love you more than words could ever describe, can't wait to celebrate you later on today!!!!
A little update: Been in a huge SoMe slum with my art for 2 years. I got really tired of my art style and recently decided to go back to basics. In the meantime, I've been writing novels (2xBooks atm, 2nd being with Beta Readers these days )
These types of trips make me wanna push myself so much further man. I needa be able to travel like this whenever I want. Not just for work and not needing to work. Iโm gunna make things happen
But I live in a small town, the only available jobs here are minimum wage cashier jobs etc. Finding a better paid job would mean I have to travel to a nearby city. With overtime working hours, I'm afraid I'll spend around 15 hours a day working and commuting.
$1 Car vs $100,000,000 Car!!!
Iโm curious how much ad revenue a video on X would make so Iโm reuploading this to test it. Will share ad rev next week โค๏ธ
So last night before bed I broke my little toe. Ouch. Didnโt sleep as I couldnโt get comfortable. Today has been good apart from hobbling around on one foot . Hope everyone has had a good day. Also if I ever make anyone feel weird or I become really annoying please let me know