HisLastDuchess

[HisLastDuchess @HisLastDuchess]

"The door will never be closed"
❤️ 💔

[HisLastDuchess @HisLastDuchess]

I'm awake at 2am thinking about him
He's awake at 2am thinking about her
How could I still be so irrevocably in love with someone who doesn't love me back

[HisLastDuchess @HisLastDuchess]

My heart is hurting tonight. Quietly, unassumingly, but persistently.

[HisLastDuchess @HisLastDuchess]

Exfoliation Sunday, shower karaoke, my fave cherry pistachio body oil, cozy pjs, and red meat. I worked 70hrs last week. Sigh.

[HisLastDuchess @HisLastDuchess]

My heart is crying out for you

[HisLastDuchess @HisLastDuchess]

What a dehumanizing day

[HisLastDuchess @HisLastDuchess]

I've grown weary of this career and life. My heart tells me in another timeline I should've been a symphony orchestra conductor or a marine biologist.

[HisLastDuchess @HisLastDuchess]

I hate myself for yearning for you while you're aching for her

[HisLastDuchess @HisLastDuchess]

Yes you are someone's favorite person J

[HisLastDuchess @HisLastDuchess]

Not a good day
Never felt so alone
Ready to give up

[HisLastDuchess @HisLastDuchess]

It feels like I'm watching you mourn her and God it hurts like hell

[HisLastDuchess @HisLastDuchess]

I feel stupid

[HisLastDuchess @HisLastDuchess]

Fuck it hurts not knowing if they're about me or her

[HisLastDuchess @HisLastDuchess]

Why did you withdrawal and go silent?

[HisLastDuchess @HisLastDuchess]

What a day
I miss you
You're loved

[HisLastDuchess @HisLastDuchess]

Feeling invisible, sitting around thinking about you all day

[HisLastDuchess @HisLastDuchess]

Taco Bell is yummy
I have a headache
Michelle's speech made me cry
I don't like it when you're cross with me when I didn't do anything to earn it
Flights are non-existent on Allegiant for this weekend, and $1200 on United
And Jenn is coming

[HisLastDuchess @HisLastDuchess]

God I miss you
Like, fuck, goddamn, I MISS you
So. Much.
I miss SD. I miss that house. I miss the boys. I miss your bed. I miss being in your arms.
FUCK