You’re not lazy or unmotivated. After years of living in survival mode, you're emotionally drained. No amount of sleep in the world can cure the tiredness you feel. You have experienced soul loss, and developed a spiritual fatigue that can only be cured by soul nourishment.
People think intimacy is about sex. But intimacy is about truth and acceptance. When you lift the veil off your trauma, your hurt, your pain, your scars, your triggers, your dark side, and show them who you really are and their response is "You're safe with me" - that's intimacy.
the purest form of love is consideration. when someone thinks about how things would make you feel. pays attention to detail. holds you in regard when making decisions that could affect you. in any bond, how much they care about you can be found in how much they consider you
normalize seeing someone's lack of effort as their lack of interest in YOU and your lack of importance to them regardless of what they tell you or how much you love them
I have never met someone that has regretted being honest about what they truly want. What happens happens, but as long as you follow your gut: it will give you what you need.
my intuition NEVER lies. I know when someone not feeling me anymore & they don’t wanna say it. I know when I’m in danger. I know when another person has interest in the same person I do. I know when someone’s gonna call in lol. I just know these things, It’s weird
I'm proud of you. You came a long way. Nobody understands. If most people really knew your story and all the things you've been through, they'd probably wonder how you're still smiling. Keep going strong and try not to stray. Everything you've been wishing for, is on its way.