ʚ kayla ɞ

mentally unstable woman • psych hospital regular

[ʚ kayla ɞ @HologramKayla]

I’m so dramatic about everything

[ʚ kayla ɞ @HologramKayla]

All I’ve ever wanted was to love and be loved but it goes terribly wrong every time I think I’m about to get there

I am afraid to trust

I wish I could just get this stupid desire for love to disappear because nothing good has ever come from it

I don’t even love myself

[ʚ kayla ɞ @HologramKayla]

I don’t understand what the point of life is anymore

I used to fantasize about getting married and having a family
But I know now that’s never going to happen

I have no dreams to live for anymore so there doesn’t seem to be much point in being alive the whole 70-ish years

[ʚ kayla ɞ @HologramKayla]

Hahahahahahahahaha

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Here is my Valentine’s Day selfie. My shitty appearance reflects how I feel on the inside hahaha

[ʚ kayla ɞ @HologramKayla]

Happy*

[ʚ kayla ɞ @HologramKayla]

HELLO VALENTINES DAY
ROMANTIC LOVE IS NOT REAL
I am extremely unhappy at all times

[ʚ kayla ɞ @HologramKayla]

I’m going to start using Twitter as my diary again

[ʚ kayla ɞ @HologramKayla]

Stood in line at micro center for an hour but we couldn’t beat the campers 😔 I’m regretting not setting up a tent myself, who knows when the RTX 5080s will be back in stock?

[ʚ kayla ɞ @HologramKayla]

@NVIDIAGeForce #GeForceRTX50

[ʚ kayla ɞ @HologramKayla]

It is almost my birthday

[ʚ kayla ɞ @HologramKayla]

Stressed out about this election. Hoping for the best

[ʚ kayla ɞ @HologramKayla]

Watched the butterfly effect with Ashton Kutcher for the first time. Eyes glued to the screen the whole time. Very depressing. Very good movie

[ʚ kayla ɞ @HologramKayla]

Really want to dye my hair pink

[ʚ kayla ɞ @HologramKayla]

Dan da dan is soooooo good so far I’m loving it!! Wish I could binge the whole series rn

[ʚ kayla ɞ @HologramKayla]

Well I did almost a whole week of inktober prompts. That counts for something right?

[ʚ kayla ɞ @HologramKayla]

I’m so sick of this life. I wish I had never been born

[ʚ kayla ɞ @HologramKayla]

Maybe I don’t have friends because I’m a fundamentally unlikable person. Hmmmmmmmmmmm

[ʚ kayla ɞ @HologramKayla]

I wish there were lowercase numbers

[ʚ kayla ɞ @HologramKayla]

YUCK