✨ Holly OR ✨

Dancing through life and live, laugh, losing it 😘 she/her🏳️‍🌈 click the link to buy my book!

[✨ Holly OR ✨ @HolzForever14]

I’ve never had a boyfriend use a picture of me as his lock screen sooooo wow I love feeling this loved

[✨ Holly OR ✨ @HolzForever14]

I truly didn’t think I’d be happy again, but here I am 🤭

[✨ Holly OR ✨ @HolzForever14]

I don’t remember the last time I was this happy

[✨ Holly OR ✨ @HolzForever14]

My lovely new trousers just ripped while I was wearing them in work. Underwear on show. Tears. Frantic call to my nana to bring me new trousers. What did I do to deserve this today?!

[✨ Holly OR ✨ @HolzForever14]

I finally found the light at the end of the tunnel 🥰

[✨ Holly OR ✨ @HolzForever14]

Day one back in IADT after Christmas: the screen isn’t working. Yay

[✨ Holly OR ✨ @HolzForever14]

I’m feeling so much anxiety I just want to die

[✨ Holly OR ✨ @HolzForever14]

I get that it’s new years but do we really need a million fireworks? I want to go go sleep and pretend I don’t have to deal with another year of crap

[✨ Holly OR ✨ @HolzForever14]

I shall have hysterics I dare say

[✨ Holly OR ✨ @HolzForever14]

My favourite thing is my ex saying he’s doing the best mentally that he’s ever done, just after his son has been literally taken from him and is living in America. Oh but he wants to be alone. BUT mentally he’s great!

[✨ Holly OR ✨ @HolzForever14]

Some people truly have no heart and deserve to rot

[✨ Holly OR ✨ @HolzForever14]

Tell me why I’ve watch Top Gun: Maverick like 20 times in the past few weeks?

[✨ Holly OR ✨ @HolzForever14]

I love when the favouritism runs deep

[✨ Holly OR ✨ @HolzForever14]

I somehow managed to get a callback for a lead role in a musical my theatre group is doing. What the fuck?

[✨ Holly OR ✨ @HolzForever14]

Literally might just off myself

[✨ Holly OR ✨ @HolzForever14]

My taxi driver just asked if it was ok that he call his brother during our drive. Absolutely babe, you live your life, you’re literally driving me home, you do whatever you need to do

[✨ Holly OR ✨ @HolzForever14]

Coming to the realisation more and more each day that my ex threw away someone who was willing to give their everything to a balding man with a 3 year old child he can hardly parent. He’a lost out on a great woman here? The fuck

[✨ Holly OR ✨ @HolzForever14]

And I’m absolutely not saying we aren’t still best friends, because we are. But I was grieving this man… and why? I don’t need him, he was never going to give me what I wanted. And everyone agrees but didn’t tell me cos duh you can’t just tell your friends their partners suck

[✨ Holly OR ✨ @HolzForever14]

I have realised in the last several days that my relationship with my ex was the worst relationship and we were never going to be truly happy with each other. I was so convinced he was my person because he was my best friend. But wow, he sucked. He’s a much better best friend now

[✨ Holly OR ✨ @HolzForever14]

Love when I go to my ex’s house to see his kid and his new girlfriend’s (who he got with 3 days after telling me he wanted a break) clothes are all over the apartment