Ky

Let me dream

[Ky @HopelessManmode]

HRTwinkdeath is my discord if anyone wants to add me, I'm always looking for friends!!!! (I play a lot of guilty gear strive so if u want games hmu for that too)

[Ky @HopelessManmode]

@GothicAbigail

[thereisnobeth @thereisnobeth]

dysphoria is fun bc someone referred to me as having broad shoulders and now I need to kill myself

[Ky @HopelessManmode]

Twink* sorry I'm on my progesterone

[Ky @HopelessManmode]

If I hadn't been masculinized for 5 years maybe there could have been hope for me. I'm legitimately sick to my stomach

[Ky @HopelessManmode]

I wish so deeply that I had castrated myself as soon as I had realized I was trans

[Ky @HopelessManmode]

I just really want to feel pretty and genuinely happy one time before I pass, that's all I want. But maybe that's still too much to ask

[Ky @HopelessManmode]

I'm always going to look sickening aren't I

[Ky @HopelessManmode]

@SamIsConfuzed PEAKman mentioned

[Ky @HopelessManmode]

HRTwinkdeath is my discord if anyone wants to add me, I'm always looking for friends!!!! (I play a lot of guilty gear strive so if u want games hmu for that too)

[Ky @HopelessManmode]

@wylrazrbld @snuffbaitmutt I honestly love that for you. I think one day if I am as feminine/female passing as I want to be I may do something similar and mbye that's part of why I think you're cool lool

[Ky @HopelessManmode]

@snuffbaitmutt @wylrazrbld Truke

[Ky @HopelessManmode]

@wylrazrbld @snuffbaitmutt I think that's valid, and a pretty reasonable distinction. I think I was able to handle being an "HRT femboy" for 5 years of my life in large part because it does feel distinct from being a "man".

[Ky @HopelessManmode]

Please someone shoot me before I ever start testosterone, I can't bear to see that happen to my body

[Ky @HopelessManmode]

I'm so fucking terrified of one day finding out I'm cis and detransitioning medically please God don't let that happen please please please I don't want that to be me

[Ky @HopelessManmode]

Fuck man I have autism don't I? 😭

[Ky @HopelessManmode]

@NoneSoVale Could you elaborate a bit? I feel like it's pretty normal for trans women who have small breasts to wish they had larger or more traditionally shaped ones, not necessarily because they're misogynistic, but because we live in a misogynist and reductive society

[Ky @HopelessManmode]

@paramitanoia Wait was not being sure how to smile or act during photos an autism thing 😭

[Ky @HopelessManmode]

@GothicAbigail Yeah. It hurts so much