Alison

You've got to live in the here and now. It's a special gift. That's why it's called the present. BPD/OCD/AN/SH/Anxiety etc sufferer. 26 Piercings, 4 Tattoos

[Alison @Hopingforhope1]

@debecca @AtSeSu whats gone on with the depakote? I'm fine with it, just a bit of hair loss but I have long thick hair so it doesnt't matter

[Alison @Hopingforhope1]

what's the best way to try an stop visual hallucinations when you're not on even more antipsychotics?

[Alison @Hopingforhope1]

@debecca @AtSeSu quetiapine is the one that's left me fat

[Alison @Hopingforhope1]

the lump isn't where you'd expect an infection to be. Just need to wait until tomorrow morning when I see another GP

[Alison @Hopingforhope1]

the gp thinks that the lump is an infection. I just want it taken out because I'm scared that it could turn cancerous.

[Alison @Hopingforhope1]

@AtSeSu @debecca a change to olanzipine would be a good replacement. BTW trazodone is much much worse than quetiapine in terms of sedation

[Alison @Hopingforhope1]

doesn't help that I'm in pain. Just wish the halllucinations would go away

[Alison @Hopingforhope1]

I know it probably isn't but its killing me to not be able to do anything overnight until the morning when I see the GP.Can't bear its there

[Alison @Hopingforhope1]

scaring myself by thinking I may have cancer. Found a growth near my hip and groin and Its been hurting for days.

[Alison @Hopingforhope1]

well this is my first blog post in nearly a year. not expecting anyone to read it so I’m… http://t.co/tZtAIzeCYD

[Alison @Hopingforhope1]

Duty staff are busy as well. The one time I need services they're not there. Just ignore that I've had a life changing event

[Alison @Hopingforhope1]

Need to speak to my cpn but she's off ill and I'm going home on monday after exams so its my last chance to speak to someone

[Alison @Hopingforhope1]

I love the sams and all the work they do but one asked me whether I wanted to have a relationship with the guy who raped me the other day

[Alison @Hopingforhope1]

I have 2 good friends here. when I try to get to hold of them they don't answer even they're people who check their phone constantly

[Alison @Hopingforhope1]

its stupid that it takes a 2 hospital visits in a week for the local services to try and speed up my appointment

[Alison @Hopingforhope1]

Why isn't there a place you can go to locally and get good big squishy hugs without any funny business

[Alison @Hopingforhope1]

need a good squishy hug right now, but my friend in the next building isn't returning my calls. if I called the guy it would end with sex

[Alison @Hopingforhope1]

hate the local hospital here they make you see someone even if you dont want to or they'll call the police. can see why but is annoying #dsh

[Alison @Hopingforhope1]

Having the worst day in a long time today. Didn't make it to all three of my lectures today. Here's hoping that tomorrow will be better

[Alison @Hopingforhope1]

Waiting to see the dr hopefully for meds for the suspected ADD. Its been so hard to sit and concentrate in lectures