Kiara

I make art no mother should see

[Kiara @Horrormoder]

forcing my podcast addicted friend to listen to an audiobook of someone reading the capital on spotify.
i'm sorry Marx, that's all i could do

[Kiara @Horrormoder]

@burnthelilacs i was shit scared of needles but i desperatily wanted to do injections. i lost conciousness for a few seconds the second time i injected myself bcs i got so scared i guess? Now i'm just scared of drawing blood etc, specifically injecting isn't scary anymore

[Kiara @Horrormoder]

i would like to see other countries in my life but i'm legitimately scared i'm just going to get imprisoned instantly anywhere i go. They're searching for a reason to get you and they'll find one

[Mike Tapp MP @MikeTappTweets]

@ZackPolanski Do you support the Palestine Action group?

[Kiara @Horrormoder]

@Pelytakogrem if you want to get away from the steteotypes maybe stop writing trans woman as one word, you're part of the problem, you're just as emberassing as these people are

[Kiara @Horrormoder]

anybody that feels respect for their country is absolute cattle. If you're a human you would hate your country, i couldn't think of an exception

[JOSH DUNLAP @JDunlap1974]

A foreigner refuses to stand for the national anthem.
However some soldiers make sure respect was quickly enforced

[Kiara @Horrormoder]

@DesiresAreGrey okay atp we completely lost the plot

[Kiara @Horrormoder]

@Mirs_____ that sadly i don't know, i also didn't ask them to be fair because i was just fed up and destroyed, tbh i'm just assuming they accepted too many patients and realized the list is too long at some point or whatever, they only told me i should look for a smaller clinic nearby

[Kiara @Horrormoder]

@Mirs_____ ah sorry, for the first appointment to start HRT basically, like the first meeting with an endo.
Everything i've done so far is the way before that, i haven't seen or spoken to an Endocrinologist a single time so far, that was just the "do we rly need to do this?" stuff

[Kiara @Horrormoder]

@Mirs_____ after he wrote the transit to the clinic i got an email from a doctor there that i'm on the, two year estimated, waitlist now. they came back to me after two months tho to tell me i'm no longer on the waitlist and i should look for a clinic close by, there is none 6/6

[Kiara @Horrormoder]

@Mirs_____ patients. I basically needed to explain to him how everything works, what paperwork i'd need, what they need the transit for etc. If i would've come unprepared i would've definitely gotten nowhere. Also didn't tell him i'm on DIY. 5/6

[Kiara @Horrormoder]

@Mirs_____ also i'm in a small as shit city with no real public transport options, so i can really only pick the closest by clinics. afaik the waiting time isn't really better anywhere else here tho

[Kiara @Horrormoder]

@Mirs_____ i'm on DIY, had been on a 2year long waitlist and got kicked out after two months so i need to start half the process from the beginning and i'm, at least currently, too depressed and dysphoric to go through humiliation ritual 3-5 again

[Kiara @Horrormoder]

if you voicetrain to get a passing voice you can also go and fuck yourself 90% of the time and not ever get good results btw

[Desires @DesiresAreGrey]

90% of the trans women i know don’t have passing voices like why does no one fucking voice train

[Kiara @Horrormoder]

pride month isn't good for my mental health because i just can't help myself but fight straight ppl LARPing as bisexuals and trying to act like they're opressed in any way, shape, or form

[Kiara @Horrormoder]

@bpdbitchboy @burnthelilacs @worksbyroy why? This discussion doesn't include any drag queens. Are you implying an inherent correlation between drag queens and trans people?

[Kiara @Horrormoder]

my roommate probably has a place to stay, i don't, so i guess he'll take the cats in two months. I'm just slowly starting to realize that, because he'll be moving to like the other side of the country, i'll likely never see them again.
I should make more photos from now on.