Asya

Thats so fantastic you deplorable little thing

[Asya @HowcanIturniton]

finally realized why she changed the username of this account thanks

[Asya @HowcanIturniton]

I can't wait to grow I cant shake these feelings of disgust but at the very least I won't be mad at her

[Asya @HowcanIturniton]

its so cruel how you can convince yourself that self expression is ugly its only pretty when someone else does it

[Asya @HowcanIturniton]

I dunno why they want to leech my eyes away

[Asya @HowcanIturniton]

How do you reach when its so far away

[Asya @HowcanIturniton]

I have a fear of cheese cus my mommy cut me with harp strings

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Im having marathon visions when I close my eyes. Sometimes the world reveals a data card to me me with a flash of light like that one core.

[Asya @HowcanIturniton]

god i cant stand not being seen as a woman online its awful people viewing me as a man makes me suicidal

[Asya @HowcanIturniton]

fighting the suicidal demons rn

[Asya @HowcanIturniton]

i just wish i were able to feel normally not shitty depressive episodes just cuz where u cant do anything uncontrollable stupid impluses wasting so much money on stupid shit among other things. ans then agitation awfulness of rn i cant handle it

[Asya @HowcanIturniton]

i just can’t its too much i feel too much all the time its so overwhelming

i hate my inner turmoil endlessly. theres no consistency i am never safe. Its so scary i dont understand how can i be expected to deal with all these feelings. emotions and whatever

[Asya @HowcanIturniton]

god i wanna kill myself so bad i cant believe i have the capacity to feel this strongly bad

nothing happened i just feel so intense so much feelings agitation i just cant handle it im lashing out at every small thing i dont wanna i just wanna be happy why cant i be happy

[Asya @HowcanIturniton]

Eating garlic bread and hella stoned i love my wholesome chungus life

[Asya @HowcanIturniton]

@AdoptedPuppy26 First to like waow so many w's thank you Molly for being so cool <3

[Asya @HowcanIturniton]

I wish I had like some other stuff to twitter about than my continual psychosis Lmaooo!! I promise I'm cool and mostly not insane... This twitter makes me sound worse than I am

[Asya @HowcanIturniton]

@S33R0SS hewoo

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:0

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@metropkwy I just wanted to reply

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wow august was awhile ago! a lot has happened since i last tweeted here waow..... grippy sock jail makes it feel like a distant time away

[Asya @HowcanIturniton]

I just want it to end I don't know what to do.