I remember when I was crying in the playground, and my friend asked me what's wrong. I told her everything because she was my most trusted friend. She replied with 'Are you trying to guilt trip me? Or are you just attention seeking' never telling her shit again
Before I called the Samaritans I used the online chat. First conversation I had took around 3 hours. Then I just disconnected. I tried chatting to someone again and told them my situation. The person said 'Im sorry we can't do anything for you' like mate as if that made me better
I can't understand why all of a sudden I just feel empty. All day I've been trying to enjoy the things I usually enjoy. It's like I can't feel anything. I swear if it was that call last night that did this. Idk
Last night I snuck out to try and call Samaritans. I ended up speaking to them for an hour about my suicidal thoughts. I came home feeling better. And my mum screamed at me for leaving the house. Woke up today feeling terrible. And now I can't seem to enjoy the things I used to