@HusKerrs Not a single thing will compare to what you are about to feel. The greatest feeling I've ever felt personally. The joy that you feel in your heart, it is unmatched.
@Rebel_ They were ahead of the game compared to everyone else especially in hardpoint in stage one. They certainly regressed though while most teams have gotten better.
Memory loss from deep depression and trauma is something people rarely talk about. It’s often reduced to “just sadness” or overthinking, but it runs much deeper than that. You can forget conversations, names, even entire periods of your life, not because they didn’t matter, but because you were in survival mode.
When you’re overwhelmed and just trying to make it through the day, your brain shifts from storing memories to simply keeping you functioning. That reality is often overlooked. Healing isn’t only emotional, it’s also about slowly rebuilding yourself, including the pieces you didn’t even realize were missing.