i don’t wanna feel that feeling of finding out sneaky stuff & having my heart drop to my stomach ever again.. it’s just not something you get used to, it’s makes you sick every single time. finding out some stuff ab someone u thought so highly of is such a bad feeling.. like wow.
i used to blame myself for loving so hard and giving my heart to those who didn’t deserve it or simply thinking i was wasting my energy but I love the way I love people, i love love and that will never change