@Gas_tanker Achievements include very trivial things. When you have negative thoughts, I hope you take a breath, calm down, reflect on the past, and get positive emotions.
@Gas_tanker Each person has achievements to be proud of in his life. Your painting is such an achievement. The proof is that many people like your painting and people encourage you when they see your painting. Even if it's not a painting, there will already be many achievements in your life.
@Gas_tanker And it's better for your mind not to be obsessed with success and failure in life. I think your mentality will be much better if you focus on the precious things around you and try to love rather than being obsessed with success and failure.
@Gas_tanker I don't know why you think you're a loser. But what is certain is that there are about 8,000 people who like you and your paintings, and there are people who comfort and encourage you when you are having a hard time, your life has not failed.
@Gas_tanker A year is a short time for a person to change positively. Because deep depression doesn't disappear easily. It's okay to just lean lightly on the people around you and get up slowly. Because you are already living a successful life.