heartbreak that feels like grief. almost a death of the future you dreamt of or the death of the version you were with them. won’t wish it on my worst enemies tbh.
Honestly I quite literally only have myself to blame for not having a partner
I don't look that bad, I don't smell bad, I have decent morals, and I like to think I'm kind and funny when I need to be
I just don't go outside and I struggle to talk to most people irl