@ArjenTerim it is indeed painful not to see your love one for the last time. but this is the consequence of decision of life you've choose. it sux indeed, but we have to face the consequencesof our actions
there's these hats that doesn't have the top part, the ones people wear just to avoid sunlight over their faces. and I ask my granny if I could get one, hahaha she declined like ''are you crazy? that hat is useless, why wear a hat if it wouldn't cover your head'' well at that time I didn't know it was serve just to avoid sunlight over the face, but I just like em cos looks cool hahahaha
I'd probably enjoy something like that BUT I wouldn't want it, I wouldn't want it because I feel sorry for the 22 yo, she deserves to be with someone her own age or at least age bracket. she still full of energy, she'd wanna go here and there, I'd enjoy other things like staying home watching Netflix. she deserves to go out and have her fun, and I wouldn't want her staying with me at home just because that's what makes me happy. relationship shouldn't be one sided.