Xr_vierre

Xr, irredeemable

[JRM @the_jrm]

Anxiety ruled my life for 23 years. Affecting every decision I made, every thought I had & ruined many things. Panicking over things that will most likely NEVER happen & being insecure about "Looking weird" Being Neurodivergent and being labelled as "weird", shamed for actions, verbally abused & being spoke down to by adults during childhood creates an overwhelming feeling of being in the wrong and a constant anxiety of doing something / being in the wrong when faced with verbal confrontation & decision making. Becoming passive, indirect & worrying about other peoples reactions triggering the "in trouble anxious feeling" as a young adult will DESTROY YOUR LIFE when integrating into an adult environment with other people. Anxiety isn't something you get rid of overnight but something you learn to use & co-exist with. Feeling anxious? Overthinking and convincing yourself of things happening? Use the energy that the anxiety gives you, that keeps you awake at night to do something for YOURSELF. It keeps you sharp, allows you to see every possible outcome & prepare yourself for the worst case scenario. Don't let it consume and impair you to the point of mental exhaustion, find a goal and use it to reach it. YOU ARE NOT IN TROUBLE. YOU ARE NOT A CHILD. PLANT YOUR FEET. WHO CARES IF YOU ARE WEIRD, WHAT THE FUCK IS EVERYONE ELSE DOING THAT IS SO GREAT? Make mistakes, learn from them, that is better than doing NOTHING & learning NOTHING. No one spawns in at the top knowing EVERYTHING. Do ANYTHING to improve your confidence & remove anything that affects it. Self reflect at the end of every decision. Don't let anxiety stop you from doing anything. I have identified this passive, indirect & avoidant fault and removed it from my decision making. I will not let the feeling of anxiety, "getting it wrong" and "being in trouble" prevent me from expressing myself. Anxiety is EXTREMEMLY present in people, now more than ever, and if you don't use it to get where want to go. You will never be free from it. I had many extreme anxiety inducing experiences over the past year and without anxiety would never fixed them.

[Xr_vierre @I8Pxc]

@M1das_OW2 7:16, or 19:16 depending on if you use the 24 hour system.

[Xr_vierre @I8Pxc]

No seriously,

January has been one hell of year

[Xr_vierre @I8Pxc]

In a constant cycle, nothing seems to change
Yet we’re all so ever changing

It’s been almost 2 years since you left, i turn 20 next month yet you stay 18

I miss you

[Xr_vierre @I8Pxc]

I still think of you often
Moving on doesn’t change what happened
It doesn’t invalidate all that happened
It wasn’t fair

I hope you’re doing well

[Xr_vierre @I8Pxc]

@yousadbruh Live, laugh, love, Lund 🖤

[Xr_vierre @I8Pxc]

@brnfrmawsh I’d have done the exact same thing in either position

[XO. my cyberharu 😹 @alchevi1]

the state of my survivor lobbies #dbd

[Xr_vierre @I8Pxc]

@slick_willy2003 @PlayPhasmo Pretty much the same for a lot of games, dead by daylight is one. Going into it blind is a horror experience of its own but over time it loses the horror aspect and becomes competitive

[ItsJabo @Its_Jabo]

Annual fuck Butch from Fallout 3 tweet.

[Xr_vierre @I8Pxc]

@Its_Jabo “Misses him entirely Because it’s smoothbore and nail the neighbours dog instead”

[Xr_vierre @I8Pxc]

@TRIGGERHAPPYV1 Would’ve done the same

[Xr_vierre @I8Pxc]

Huh, wasn’t the first tattoo after all

[Xr_vierre @I8Pxc]

Definitely gonna be my first tattoo, this game has genuinely blown me away and since buying it 2 - 3 months ago I have around 320 hours and I’ve beaten it 5 times, what a masterpiece #ELDENRING

[Xr_vierre @I8Pxc]

@SnowpeaToru That was me on my birthday yesterday, my bad

[Xr_vierre @I8Pxc]

@miullkc Dobby about to get the glock

[Xr_vierre @I8Pxc]

@SnowpeaToru 🫵🏻

[Xr_vierre @I8Pxc]

Ah fuck it I can go for another PR this week why not (my knees are slowly caving in on themselves)

[Xr_vierre @I8Pxc]

@SnowpeaToru @CelesteTheElfVT Yes well you only have yourself to blame for that

[Xr_vierre @I8Pxc]

@miullkc WOOF WOOF WOOF WOOF

[Xr_vierre @I8Pxc]

@SnowpeaToru @PiaPiUFO Hey I got the blue smile as well