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My thoughts as a first-time mom.

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Today was a better day. He’s still cluster feeding but I’m getting the hang of it.

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Resting

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My @dr_gcc bottle leaks if it’s sideways. So annoying. Is this normal??

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I need a better bag to carry- pumping stuff, bottles , his stuff and my stuff. And it needs to have insulation. Is that too much to ask?

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I just pumped in the car. I���ll store the milk in some ice from a gas station

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We are not home. Luckily I have a bottle.

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Forgot my pumped milk at home 😭

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Baby rejects the boob during the daylight, only wants to nurse at night .. vampire nursing #BreastfeedingMom

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How can I make pumping easy? Hmm

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Pumping

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Baby is napping.. so I’m chilling

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So far.. he only eats from the breast at night or after a nap. I wonder why? #breastfeedingwomen

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My babies nails are SO sharp.. I just trimmed them.

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Pumping

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Baby breastfed without any issues for 2 months, then decided today that he doesn’t want the boob anymore. Sad day. #BreastfeedingMom what’s up with that?!

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Have a baby they say.. motherhood is the best. The best - sleepless nights, anxiety, grandparents input, new body, breastfeeding woes, and a new cute human to care for. #sendhelp

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Emailed therapists today… the newborn trenches are real. How do you cope?