he'd hurt her badly. it was all his fault and he hated himself for it.
his chest tightened at the mere thought of them no longer skating together , head shaking in response. " w— what? ....but .... we're perfect together. " he spoke weakly.
although unspoken , luke could tell she was distraught. that he was in the wrong and he couldn't shove away the tightening in his chest. watching her with puppy dog eyes. even a fool could tell how bad this situation was. that ( + )
she was very clearly distraught , more upset than what she was willing to admit . a heavy breath left her , shaking her head as she looked away from him . maisie could barely even look him in the eyes . “ it's not ↴
that was the one mistake he refused to ever make. he would never drop her. he would injure himself over letting her fall. " i— i'm sorry. i— if i knew he was gonna drop you i would've done something. "
shifting to walk in beside her , guilt consuming him. he / should've / said something. but he hadn't. allowing his own ego to overshadow their routine and friendship.
she was an olympic athlete , he was just a college athlete. ( + )
she stepped in , despite how angry she was with him . no warming , no text , nothing . all she got from him was radio silence . even her own coach couldn't get in touch with him . she was fuming , the door closed ↴
living on his parents money , trying to find a way to get into the olympics himself.
the color visibly drained from his face. jaw falling open at the words falling from her mouth. " he didn't. " he spoke quietly, tone exasperated. ( + )
moving out of her way , giving her an invite to enter the room. big brown eyes gazing in her direction. silent as she spoke. very few could actually gain his respect enough for him to listen. somehow she had.
" i— " his face red. ( + )
as soon as the door is opened , she's practically barking at him . “ where have you been —— .ᐣ i had to find a last minute partner for the program and he fucking sucked .ᐟ ”
the truth was embarrassing. his parents wanted him to focus on college. he'd become too focused on ice skating for their liking and although he was at a division one school , his parents demanded excellence in his grades as well. ( + )
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