and i might be just talking into the void, i might be going absolutely insane but i feel like you’re watching from somewhere out here. ridiculous, just give me a sign already.
but grieving someone who never passed is beautiful in a way. theres always this unfulfilled feeling of getting to make so many more memories, if you never made that one mistake. and you’ll spend an eternity hating yourself for that, yet they’ll never know how sorry you are.
it’s funny how u can truly spend years searching for someone in every single person u meet, simply feeding into your own delusions every time there’s even the tiniest glimpse of them in someone.
just to slowly realise they’ll never come back.